Dream to fly, Dare to lie

2009-12-18T21:30:00.000-08:00

ages since i last logged in to blog, take some time to remember my password. Is been about 5 mths since i enlisted to serve the nation. Ups and Downs like rollar coaster. Went into Leopard Coy during BMT, thats was fun and many welfare. Create friendship over there.
After PoP-ed, got into Sispec. At first, disappointment because cannot get into OCS but later i in Sispec, got to know many friends and bond very well over there. Ah tham was there too but 2 mths later everyone go seperate ways. And myself got into OCS-managed to cross-over, maybe consider myself lucky. Currently, in service term Golf Wing. Going to end my service term in about 5 more days then i will go into Armour Training Insitute for my Professional Term. Btw i signed for Armour Officer.
All the best, press on. I will see myself on the commissioning parade 6mths later.

2009-07-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

Exactly 1 more week, 7 more days to my restriction of my freedom. Although, i am waiting for the day to come as early as possible, go in early come out early. However, due to some ups and downs happened between me therefore, some mixed feelings arose. I am looking forward to go in and know more friends.
Currently, working in another company for about 6 days till this friday and spend my remaining 2 days during the weekends then get myself enlist on monday. Money is a factor, need that, need it.

One of my friend told me "Going to get enlist soon still don't want to rest meh?"
Another friend told me "I rest 2-3 months also not enough, you sure your 2 weeks enough?"

No choice, i am a workaholic = need money. True enough, unlike others can get to rest as long or enough till they get enlist however, i think if stay at home play game do nothing or train fitness, i rather go earn money and pamper myself and my girl.

Another topic:
One friend told me "You are emo-ing liao right? less than 2 weeks confirm emo one loh."
Another friend: "Last week or last day sure will cannot slp one loh, very sad one"

So far so good, not very emo and still slept well so far.

Wish me luck for my 2 years of serving National Service..gathering please!

2009-06-30T04:45:00.000-07:00

A hectic weekends i suppose. Went to rental company and get a Chevrolet Optra Manual car for the weekends. S$240 exclude, parking, ERP and fuel. So i collected the car on friday and go AMK, Mustafa to get my army items for my enlistment. After that went to town spend $1.50 to fetch baby from work then head to AMK meet up with dog, dinner at amk with dz and sw. After dinner, sent them back home and sent baby to Little India to meet her friend then i back to home.

Next day, soccer in Ngee Ann Poly @930am. Although we lost but still overall quite fun. Back to home and meet up at bugis to eat chicken rice at this old school place. Call Purvis Street, all the Hainanese old people stay there. After that head to Marina Barrage to chillx out. Nice place and also a good place for family gathering. After that head to Far east square for tea session, miss that place. Head to The Central Waraku to eat. End of Sat.

Sunday went to have breakfast at Kovan then send baby home and after that go AMK collect Specs then back to home. Catch Transformer 2 at 515 Bugis Iluma. Nice movie, Nice cinema but i still prefer The Cathay. Eat dinner at Bugis Junction at this Uncle Kitchen, cheap and not bad consider in a shopping centre. After Dinner, head to Demsey Hill for ben and jerry's ice-cream. Send baby home and Ja home, end of the weekends.

Return Car on Monday. Super expensive to own a car. I think if my pay over 3k then will consider buying a car.

Today is my last-day at work. Rustic Nirvana. Well..2-3 mths working here, developed feelings for the place and also the people. Overall a nice place to work, boss is good, manager is understanding and the staff is very friendly. Learnt many things as a marketing executive, how to improve telemarketing skills, liasise with merchants and how to propose business tie-up with merchants etc..
Wanted to rest for about 2 wks b4 enlistment but i received a call from Benson Ong, my ex-boss aka lecturer. He need me to help him with his work so i agreed to help him. Guess, money is still the most important factor with me.

Shagged...Mahjong session

2009-06-02T23:11:00.000-07:00

I had a shocked yesterday because my manager told me i will be working till next Friday instead of the end of month. 2 weeks to me is 500+ of my income lost and i will be very uptight for the rest of 1 month before i enlist into army. There are some items which i need to acquire them for my NS. Example, black plastic specs, a cheapo digital watch, padlocks and etc.. An upcoming chalet will be book, tentatively venue will be Amara Sanctuary Resort at Sentosa. 4D3N during the weekends. Seriously i need to enjoy my remaining days as a civilian to the max before 2 years of my youth will be donate to SAF. Last week's was the Adidas Marathon Sundown but due to overwhelming response by the singaporean, i am unable to get a place and take part in it. However, it is something that i will take part in the near future.

Oh yah, on a side note. Who are willing to donate their P-plate to me? hahaha because i might need it soon. *

2009-05-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

A piece of good news, got my class 3 license on Thur. Mr.Swee Welcome to the Motoring Society. I must say is a hard-earned license not because you do not know how to drive but there are many factors contributing to whether you pass or fail but nevertheless keep trying till you succeed and of course is something i should be proud of because to fall and get up is not easy.
At least 1 of my burden had been drop before i enter the Army. I met this very good tester. Mr Goh although he keep suan me during the test but i can sense he is a good tester and also someone approachable.
Malaysia trip again this time...planning to visit my relatives before i become botak-yeong. No longer afraid any police or any road block. hahaha...

Some of the thing to be prepare before 13th July my enlistment date.
book chalet, get debbie's present, go msia trip, get my army items eg. black plastic specs and also to enjoy my remaining days.

Training ... go go

2009-05-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

less than 2 months of civilian life..but i must admit i have a good girlfriend and a bunch of wacky aka gay buddies with me. I had a great time at my company Rustic Nirvana, my manager Agnes treat me well, 2 god mum Nellie and ShaSha giving me free neck and shoulder massages during my work. Josephine and Kerin also treat me well despite always suan me. Learn valuable knowledge from my Colleagues, Manager and Director Yvette Chiang. (Hope she can win this year Asia Pacific Entrepreneurship Award.) It take some fate to be together, be it work or your kinship.
Understatement: Exposure and Fate
I will be working till end of June and left about 2 weeks for my rest. Although i have some mixed feeling when the date is nearing however, i will face it positively and bravely. Do it nicely and come out nicely.
I hope i can pass my TP because i do not wish to spend extra money on them thus going into NS will put the license on pending.

2009-04-26T21:54:00.000-07:00

All the pictures from the Malaysia trip is not up yet due to my laziness.
When the time comes for the young man to undergo regimental life, it certainly will cause major changes to his life. Got my Enlistment Date which is 13 July 2009 reporting time 0930 at BMTC School 2. Is frustrating when i did not learnt about my enlistment date because i felt lost and hard to plan my schedule but after i learnt about my enlistment date i felt so sian need to waste 2 years to serve other country though i spend most of my time in Singapore than my own country. But i guess it is just part of life, a learning journey.

This month is so killer, so many people having their 21st birthday. Money just come out from the tap like it is free. Lucky i have a job if not i think i cannot survive. Yesterday, went to shop for my clothes and necessities $100 plus gone, but i never regret because it is well-spent. There will be more spending next month because need to stock up some stuff for army.

I need to change my schedule and daily life from now onwards. Start to smoke less and eventually quit when i enter army. I know is hard but never try, never know.

When in terms of relationship, on a whole aspect i must admit woman are more sensitive than man but man are more easygoing than woman. Still learning to be more understand and sensitive than before.

2009-04-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

Is been a hectic week for me, lack of sleep due to the amazing trip i went with the 3 lanjiao. This weekend, the Lee Brothers (well known for their song compose) concert, although i don't really like to go because no money extra to spend but anyway already bought the tixs so might as well accompany my baby to go watch since she want to see Show Luo, Jolin Tsai and etc.

What is happening? Natalie and Denise went to malaysia recently and so as us, Haha..guess the economic stuck us hard so we went to neighbour country for a short holiday. A brief summarise of what we did during the trip and we survived back to singapore.

We rent a car from this company, source from andy. A few stunts accumulated during the trip and we do had our lesson learnt and will be more prepare for the next driving trip.

1.) Got the car and the car was late by 1 hr

2.) Fuel is low to the max (need to top up $20 before proceeding to woodlands checkpoint)

3.) Air-con not strong(hot afternoon can you imagine?)

4.)Andy forgot to bring enough money for the trip.

5.)Sunway lagoon not open at Tuesday, wasted trip. Went on Wed, forgot to bring extra clothes and right attire for the theme park(consist of water world and themepark) wasted trip again. Lastly went on Thurday.

6.)Holland(lost) during KL city area but lucky everything is fine and of course got me around. Initially, i exchanged my mobile phone with debbie because her Nokia E71 got GPS and i test it is workable in Singapore but turned out it could not in Msia.

7.)Petrol anyhow mix, diesel and petrol but the car still can drive without any accident happen.

8.) On our way back to Singapore from Malacca, i sleeping behind suddenly wake me up say the fuel tank is emptied, the fuel icon started to lit up and we are on the middle of the expressway.

9.)This is the most funniest Ultimate joke of the trip. Got caught by speeding, the Mata stopped us at the road block and instructed us to park our car at the road shoulder and say we speed 126km/hr but only allowed to drive 110km/hr. $300 RM for summon and need to pay at Johor Bahru police station but after some chit chat and U-turn...KOPI money!! $28 RM is what we have LEFT and bo bian we gave and he took.
ps. I asked my Uncle from Msia, he said "$28 bucks only?!, should considered ourselves lucky that he took and let us go. Then i asked 1 more question, "What if he dun want our 28 bucks? he said" bo bian need to pay 300"

10.) After paying our "fines" we left no money to pay the toll at Skudai which is $20RM then Yen Chuan took 1 SGD$50 for the $20RM and the fucker return us $30 RM and for those people who are confused, put it in layman term. We paid 70Rm for that fuking shit which is only 20Rm.

Kenna Hack here and There siah...so lesson learnt, need to bring enough cash during the ride.

Photos will be upload soon...i guess

2009-04-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

Some jokes found over the net...

1.) Panda and Man

A panda walks into a restaurant, sits down, and orders a sandwich.
He eats the sandwich, pulls out a gun, and shoots the waiter dead.
As the panda stands up to go, the manager shouts, "Hey! Where are you going? You just shot my waiter and you didn't pay for your sandwich!"
The panda yells back at the manager, "Hey, man, I'm a PANDA! Look it up!"
The manager opens his dictionary and sees the following definition for panda:
A tree-dwelling marsupial of Asian origin, characterized by distinct black and white coloring. Eats shoots and leaves.

2009-04-01T02:38:00.000-07:00

Janice, debbie's cousin getting marry (ROM) yesterday 31/March/09. Drop the traditional venue, this time the event took place at Changi Cottage(Changi Village, former Lee Kuan Yew's hideout). Imagine you are at a landed property and the structure of the building is very vintage. 1 look and you can tell the building is older than you that kind. (abit errie and scary if you are all alone in that cottage) however, the scenery and there is a backyard facing the sea. Pictures is all in Debbie's camera.

This Saturday, got a part-time work at marine parade then after that have ample rest on Sunday before we set off to my mother country.

Love and Commitment, seriously is a tough decision for couple to decide. Why do people always getting divorce after married? I reckon they already considered very seriously before they walk the carpet at church. I personally felt when 2 persons are dating and 2 persons living together for many years is so different. Characteristic clashed, financially problems and living with parents issue some with children issue. For me, i think my solution may not be perfect but i want to live with my mate for at least 1 yr before i settle down with her at least if really cannot get along then at least things are not so hard to clean up.

Me and My 1 and only condition..

2009-03-26T02:51:00.000-07:00

I am stuck in a office battlefield but luckily i on the safe side. Luckily my boss is a good one if not i think my life will be a hell of a time. Yen Chuan's bday is coming is on the 6th april but he want to celebrate early because might crashed with the Qing Ming Festival (go pray to ancestors).
Hope to finalized the Msia trip asap and because i am kinda of tired needs to relax my heavy body and mind.
This time round, 4 wheels too but unlike coaches can transport many at 1 go..this time round maximum 5 pax. A car. Shall visit Msia first before and maybe taiwan later. Anyway out of Sg will do.

2009-03-22T23:57:00.000-07:00

Debbie and I go to Cine to catch the Dragonball Movie on Friday. I am deeply disappointed in how the movie works. Some background information, i am a fan of dragonball the manga/anime thats why i am so disappointed. Some of the points i am particular about.
1.) An asian manga dun go find ang mohs to act lah. (Spiderman, english comics character so won't feel weird)
2.) The hair and the language is like so weird. (should be standing)
3.) Why go and change the setting and environment. (Goku is a small kid living in mountains, abit like tarzan kind. No buildings and whatever. But he is a college student like going to woo a girl which is the Chi Chi)
4.) Super fast paced, director trying to squeeze everything inside within that 1 hr.
5.) Not much of character building in that movie.

Sorry for the spoiler. Hollywood is good, a dream place for all actor. Visual effects is better. Actors and Actress is handsome and pretty, neh neh very big. BUT if they cannot give a good movie then dont produce.

2009-03-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

Currently resting before i went to bed for work on monday. A new start of the week. Everytime during the weekdays, time seems to pass so slow and always till weekends is like a moment before monday comes again and still going to work. This is the kind of life after we enter into the working society. Till we can finally retire peacefully which i think is 65 yrs old? (Get the CPF) I think by the time we grow old like 20 - 30 yrs later the retirement age will extend till (75 or 80). Wait suddenly the PAP leaders come out say, is good to continue to work till we cannot work. Haix...how to enjoy life like this?

Another topic
When i was talking to my manager, she wanted to go take a license and she just passed FTT and she was like 28 yrs old. So i am curious and asked her some questions:
R> Why do you choose to take the license after so long? (legal age is 18)
M> Because i want to get a car immediately i get my license, don't want to get the license and put there till rusty before getting the car.

Quite true, at least can immediately enjoy driving experience when the license is there. We human love to see instant result, the faster the better theory. But some things to not apply.

I draw up my conclusion. I don't think i will get a car unless maybe my pay is 3k if i am single OR my pay is 6k when i got a family to support. In Sg, it is more expensive to support car so i think i rather invest in property.

Gd luck to my baby for her TP, LUCK is needed, cast aside technique.

2009-03-20T03:17:00.000-07:00

Currently looking for a 2nd part-time job...able to work on weekends.
Money not enough...so anybody if you got any lobang on weekends, please inform me.

I was tired this morning, lack of sleep and super lethargic during the noon. Lucky i was in a spa company. 1 of my therapist, my (step mom) in the company gave me a neck and face massage using Axe brand medicated oil. The process is like super 'cooling and burning sensation' on my skin...especially at my forehead and eyes. But nevertheless it is a shiok session. Everyone treat me like son over here. Because i am the youngest and the only male in the company. I have been getting treats for lunch from them 4 days straight, a good chance to save.
They keep buying food and eat and share with them. Currently my weight is 70 kg, the weight will be going up as expected.

Rations will be available on 31 March, i am waiting to release.
A trip to Msia currently we still have 1 more slot.
Any volunteer...?

2009-03-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

I still need to endure 2 more monday before my rations arrive.

$150 need to set aside for transport fees.
$100 for Jian and Qx.
$300 for fun and own spending.
The rest for saving.

I need to find 1 more part-time for weekends. *Anyone got lobangs, only free on weekends.

This month...sibei pain in my pocket. 3 birthdays boys. Andy's 21st gone, upcoming YenChuan's 21st is coming. Toad 22 birthday. Plus Janice ROM on 31st of March. Shagged..

I am hungry for money...MORE MORE MORE !!

In the time of unstable economy, one has to source for more resources...survival

2009-03-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i blog, not because i am busy doing work or too preoccupied but i am just plain lazy and rotting at home playing computer games, and watch videos. I did went out not totally quarantine myself from the world. I did not frequent facebook too...my pet in pet society got 2 flys keep flying around my pet.
I wasted 2 and half weeks after i ended my internship at DSC. I spend 1 morning to search job thru online and the search engines..and found my current job. I like the job scope and pay wise is not bad also. For a part-time, office and i can learn something new which i am quite interested in. Marketing field.
Currently working as a marketing executive(assistant) to assist my marketing manager. In this company call Rustic Nirvana (Spa business) I did not mentioned my working place, office is actually at the west side of Singapore. Clementi area. The people there is quite fun and friendly to be with...all female environment.. LOLx...feel so rare breed over there.

Some things need to set aside.
1) trip b4 NS aka graduation trip (Taiwan, Thailand or Korea) I don't mind go to places like (Sri Lanka, Vietnam, Sabah/Sarawak(diving), Mumbai etc...Haha..
2) doggy
3) better life

shall upload some pics if i feel like i want to coz lazy...

2009-02-11T17:33:00.000-08:00

Despite the fever over puppy have been running real hard and fast within me and debbie. My dark history..I actually have this phobia over dogs, small, medium and huge dogs..When i was young, i live at this Sennett Estate just right opposite Potong Pasir Estate. This Sennett estate is actually an area which have lots of Landed property, the terrace house with their own carpark lot and many many of Semi-detached houses with at least 2 car can be park in their carpark lot. Many many of this kind of houses and many many of dog owners. Small dogs, Medium dogs and HUGE dogs can be seen there because is not HDB flats and their house can jolly well provide the space at their home without being fear that people is going to complain them.

When i am young, i like to explore the estate area and i can remember clearly there is this 2 big playgrounds cum park for people to walk their dogs And i remember i had 3 terrible experience of dogs chasing after me at this park. 1 of the dogs that chase after me was Jack Russell, which is why i don't catch this movie "Son of the Mask" which featured Jack Russell more than his predecessor.

1 of the experience that vividly stuck inside my memory was this Jack Russell was being leash and tied at the pole then i was being naughty trying to disturb that Jack Russell when i ride my bicycle across. My courage came to me because never will i expect that Jack can come near me as long as the 'string' is on it. Some background information, Jack R is a breed that is very active and barking non-stop and loves attention. My Karma stuck me when i was going to disturb 'it' the 3rd time, that leash broke or tear or whatever it is, the next moment i saw that Jack chasing me and i gear up and pedal like there is no tml trying to get myself to safe area. In the End, i was safe and nothing happened to me because i was pedalling real hard like there is an Lambo engine in my legs.

Thats how my phobia developed during the days..but after a few encounters with coco, cookies, anna, bibi, fluppy. I am starting to have faith in them as well as myself. I am confident that i going to be a great owner when i am given that chance in the future.

Debbie's Shiba Inu (Australia breed) 3.6k+

Yes we CAN!

2009-02-10T18:14:00.000-08:00

Random updates...
Meet up with coursemates for a dinner last friday at shokudo, nice sit-up chat with everyone. Get to know how everyone is coping. So far, nobody get send back by the company. send back = fail attachment, need to undergo once more.

Had a pre-vday celebration with debbie boon at toa payoh. Got her off guard when i gave her that sunflower. Reason for getting her sunflower and not roses. She loves sunflower plus roses in vday is common. Hmm...I must admit, giving a girl flowers is the oldest and traditional way but is also the most effective way to get into a girl's heart. But don't give it often because will grow sick and sian agree bo?

Went to get a PS3 game, Little Big Planet for Debbie, my bro and sis to play. Not my genre kind of game, it is cute but does not hook me so far.

Went to Mt.faber 2nd time BY walking up. Not easy i must say but felt good when we are on top of the bridge. If you guys wish to get vehicle to transport you guys up, i feel is like defeating the purpose of strolling and trekking. But it certainly, save a lot of efforts climbing up. Things are sweeter when you use effort to get it huh? hah..

I left 2 more days to finish my Industrial Attachment Programme, end on friday the 13th. Not a very good day huh but it does not really matter to me. As long as i have my freedom before i get enlist for army. My Liason Officer is coming to visit me soon, not to check on me but as a normal routine follow up on me. Currently looking for jobs after this attachment, retail, service-line, logistics or F&B industries. I don't mind any as long as my pay is higher.
Saving for Trip (taiwan or H.K) and 1 Japanese Spitz. I check out the price with baby. The price of a Local breed Japanese Spitz puppy is 1.8k...Wait for me to own you. I doing my research on this Spitz and also gather valuable experience and advices from Dog Owners. Is not an easy feat to have a Dog but trying to exercise my responsiblity.

COUNTING DOWN !!!!!!!!!!

1 more day

2009-02-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

There will be A E2 class dinner this coming friday 6th Feb, venue @ Shokudo at RafflesCity tentatively. --Confirmed-- Time -- (1900-1930/0700-0730pm) . Like i mentioned earlier, a Class dinner.
ps. The reasons why Shokudo is chosen because of its position most central due to the Mass Rapid Transit strategics location. Intern like Nat been posted to Changi and Andy, Da Jie they all posted to Jurong East. And 1 more thing, there is enough seats plus short waiting time. And lastly lots of variety.

Objective of this dinner is to foster better relationship between classmates after graduation. (IAP or FYP) Maintain a PAP (positive and pleasant) kind of relation with each other.

The peeps get con by me

-Andy
-Yc
-Sihui
-Wanhui
-Nat
-JieYink
-Chang Yuan
-Denise
-ZiShen
-Da Jie
-Xue Ting
-Nana

The peeps don't give a damn to me

WanRu - Working
Samantha - Booked
WeiMing - As usual, Anti-Social

The rest not yet confirm......

2009-01-29T23:59:00.000-08:00

Random
Today i am a runner, helping my company to distribute flyers door to door. So i went to 2 blocks of JTC to give out. Easy job but hot and perspiring all over because i am subject to the warm and humid weather.

Oh yeah, i started to book my driving license with my instructor again. because my TP is coming soon on feb. So i take my time to learn driving again but not from scratch but 'refresher' lessons. But if any of my friends ask me to recommend private instructor, i will not recommend any to my this current instructor. Anyway, hope to get it done this time...

2009-01-29T00:45:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i got a silver for my Napfa test last Friday. Means, enhance batch for my NS life. 2 months deduct from my NS life. I guess, i am bless by the god to achieve that result. Before, i proceed to the stadium in my school, i went to visit Kaiyi and some other friends in block S. Saw some familier faces and Wei ming from my E2 class. His hair is longer and can tell he does not want to keep it neat. Still like last time, a bastard. Haha..but nice to see him still kicking alive feel good for me.

Went to Vivocity to shop and eat, then suddenly feels like going to stroll with debbie and we chose Mt.Faber. Plus she unhappy because she was unable to go walk walk therefore gave us a chance to walk up to this Mt.Faber to JewelBox. I love to do nature trekking, Mt.Kinabalu?

Chinese New Year is here in town !! First time ever in my life history, i celebrated in Singapore.

What are the difference in Singapore and Malaysia?
My background information:
I do not have any relative living in Singapore only friends. Therefore, every CNY i would go back with my family to visit my relatives in Malacca and Muar. This time round, something happened to my family therefore we had no choice but to chose to celebrate in SG. However, i did gain new things and company this time.
Baby, brought me to her relative house and had a warm and pleasant time during the CNY period. They treat me like an insider, friendly and quite comfortable being with them this CNY.

I miss my relatives over in msia because, i go back once every year and can play firecracker. Feel relaxed over there, nice food and not feel so stress over here.

Anyway, Nice time over here despite my first time here.
I love this dog

Highlander pub...

I went chilling with Jian an, Si Wei at Helipad then Hop to Highlander with Kit and Catherine. Helipad, is a cool, nice chilling place. The night Scenery is nice over there.

2009-01-22T19:13:00.000-08:00

The Napfa standard for my age group...21 years old male

I going to take my napfa later in NYP 1730 . Goal is to get a Silver for napfa, then i can say good bye to PTP (dun need to go in 1 mth earlier) and into enchanced batch.

I only fear of 2.4 km Walk and Run...1 lap below 2 min should be achievable huh.

2009-01-21T21:40:00.000-08:00

The big Group of ISG....

Had a small meet up with the Internet Solution Group peeps at Shokudo at raffles, ate the fish burger..pai seh no pic cause i never bring my camera if not can show you guys the great portion. Pictures taken by the cam-whoreS. I am glad everyone is doing well in their Industrial Attachment Programme. Free treat from Jazica and free treat of hot-sake from chang yuan, felt so nice when i been treat by others. Appreciated and not gian ben haha.

I don't know why this girl is in this picture...

E2 Mates...ji tao sianed LOLX

On the side note, I quit smoke 22 days loh...means over 3 weeks. I proved those peeps wrong for side-betting me. Bet i won't last that long. "When there is a way, there must be a will." although at times, i must confess that i will have the 'gian' thingy surface in my mind but somehow i manage to push away.
I been running since my medical checkup 3 weeks ago. So far, so good...running in a progressively manner. Meaning, first day i ran 2 km, 2 days later i ran 3-4 km. Thanks My buddy Jian an (weekdays after work) Qing xiang (sunday morning at graveyard) Appreciated folks

2009-01-20T00:40:00.000-08:00

Recently, i tidy my place and found this book when i was cleaning my drawer. I chanced upon this book call 'Be a Lamp Upon Yourself' basically is about Buddhism. For people to have an deeper understanding over Buddhism. 1 of my favourite chapter is actually Karma.

What is Karma?
"Karma" means action. It refers to the intentional deeds we do with our body, speech and Mind through action, talking and thinking. Karma is the law that every deed done, given the conditions, will bear certain fruits. A short extract from the book.

How does Karma work?
All deeds leave imprints or seeds on our consciousness, which ripen into our experiences when the appropriate conditions come together. For example, if we help someone with a kind heart, this action leaves a positive imprint on our mindstream. when conditions are suitable, this imprint will ripe in our receiving of help when we need it.

Karmic seeds continue with us from lifetime to lifetime. However, if we do not create the cause or Karma for something, we will not experience that result. If one does not plant a certain seed, that plant will not grow. The Buddha taught:

According to the seed that is sown,
so is the fruit you reap.
The doer of good will gather good result.
The doer of evil will reaps evil result.
If you plant a good seed well,
Then you will enjoy the good fruits.

Quote from this book Be a Lamp Upon Yourself. ps. I scare later get sue by them about copyright thing. As a poly student, 1 of thing we are constantly taught by the lecturer not to commit Plagiarism act therefore, i better be on the safe side. Haha...
Karma is real, tested and proven on me LOLx...

Meeting my lab mates later at raffles shopping centre so today no running...sianed

2009-01-19T19:00:00.000-08:00

Chinese New Year is coming loh !!
This year is the year of the Ox
A born leader, you inspire confidence from all around you. You are conservative methodical, and good with your hands. Guard against being chauvinistic and always demanding your own way. The Buffalo would be successful as a skilled surgeon, general, or hairdresser.

for me rabbit is
You are the kind of person, that people like to be around affectionate, obliging, always pleasant. You have a tendency, though, to get too sentimental and seem superficial. Being cautious and conservative, you are successful in business but would also make a good lawyer, diplomat, or actor.

5 more days to CNY, this year i might not be heading back to Malaysia. For the very first time in my personal history, my CNY is celebrate in Singapore. Though i will not expecting much but Ang Baos only. No fire crackers, No chewing gum, no driving around, no free supply of beer and no family gathering.

IAP for 12 weeks and now we are left for 4 weeks, i so used to the life now...eat lunch and breakfast alone almost everyday. I learnt to be independent, learn to mix with people with different ages, position and demands.
Next week, thur then start work...POWER Good Life..HAHA

I now looking for part-time job and start to save my money for a trip. Any lobangs?

2009-01-12T18:37:00.001-08:00

Random update,
this few days been busy training for my 2.4 km and still pondering whether want to take part in Adidas Sundown Marathon 42 km. Some of the 'runners' feel that it will be better to set my goal or aim on 2.4 km get a silver first before i challenge the marathon. I would run or jog about 4 times per week and maybe the remaining 3 days for resting. I love to stay in Potong Pasir(pp), this estate is just a humble and not many distinctive infrastructures but due to the cosy, small and friendly environment and the best, it is not PAP 'controlled' territory. But i realize that pp actually got the training areas for you to train jog. My river running track stretch from CTE 'St' Andrew JC to as long as to Bishan Park, Thomson area..Another track will be the Upp Serangoon Road 'former graveyard' now is already a park but once a graveyard. I remembered when i was still in primary school, i cycle with my friend or alone to the graveyard at that time, only joggers run there and not many parents will bring their kids there fearing that may bring unlucky-ness to them.

Anyway, I shall book my Napfa test on 4th week of February at Toa Payoh Stadium. From now, i shall prepare to train my fitness and for that i haven smoke for 13 days.

Though at times, i nearly give in to my 'smoke buddy' but i managed to steer back. Never leave me with Si Wei and Kit alone because 'smoke buddy' will be quite active HAHA...
For the sake of everyone, i shall carry on.

CNY coming soon...I guess my first and ever celebrating of CNY will be made in singapore..

2009-01-06T23:58:00.000-08:00

Had a new blog skin, simple and nice...
Currently having internship at Digital Scanning Corporation, 7 weeks passed and 5 more weeks to go and GRADUATION LOH !!! 3 years of Polytechnic, tertiary studies is gone. Learnt a lot of IT in terms of Software and Hardware side. Bound to have regrets and achievement. Regret for never study hard for my academic but achievement will be a diploma cert, smoke and sail through. I am glad, i never repeat any modules or need to stay on for 1 semester or more..which means i pass all modules hahaha !! achievement siah !!
1 thing never forget will be the people i met there. Lecturers, OGLs, "senior" students though i am the same age or older than most of them, COURSEMATES and Fyp lab associates.

3 years is fast, people changes. Image and Character...good or bad is not up for me to decide. I have changes too...become better and better. Haha..general huh? but overall better liao.
Some glimpse of the past...

I am stuck with them for 3 full years(orientation day)
all so innocent and naive but now -.=" LOLx..

1 big group and slowly get filter out5 of us with our Mr Lee (Lecturer)
p.s Chang Yuan's vintage hairstyle and thus created the nickname 'ah pek'
Chang Yuan appeared...Year 2
1 and only sentosa outing
monkey and me

FYP lab associates

Forever friends
Forever old friends
forever buddies

SPOT THE DIFFERENC

hahaha...salt rubber

Change topic liao
1 year 1 mth 8 days correct at the to-date 07/01/2009
Song of the Sea Sentosa really Magical

My daughter
My son (SIGNED ON LOH)Lastly 1 of my favourite, Kenna caught by paparazzi
when JayChou hold JolinTsai's hand

Finished...i thought i having my internship why still so free go do this stuff? haha...because nothing to do so sudden got inspiration.

2009-01-05T22:10:00.000-08:00

Went for CMPB medical check up yesterday at depot road. In case for girls that does not know what is CMPB is, CMPB = Central Manpower Base. For Pre-enlistees to get their medical checked and they will group you under what PES, there are 6 types of PES A,B,C,D,E,F.
PES A is for people for are fit for all activities and PES F is for people who are medical unfit for any activities.
I got into PES A, lay man term will be "Chiong Mountain" people. Since i got into pes A then i might as well train myself and hopefully get a Silver for napfa so i can get into enchanced batch which minus 2mths from the normal batch. I been jogging regularly for the past few weeks, stop smoking for 6 days and on the road of quiting.

Wish my baby pass her TP test...may the god bless her.

2008-12-29T00:58:00.000-08:00

Left 2 more days to 2009, i love this week and last week due to festive mood. First Christmas then New Year and Chinese New Year coming soon. All the holiday is popping out in this 2 month. People believe, a new year, a new start, new for everything therefore any bad things and please follow 2008 and perish.

So far no plan except going to watch some free fireworks by our government new year's eve, money from the tax payers. But no choice, my baby like it. Hmm...Christmas Eve's party i consider a successful but not as happening because i never see any "gods" around.

Photos can be seen at my facebook...Oh yeah, i set some resolution for next year which is
1.) Quit smoking, with effect on 1st Jan 2009 reason, save my baby, save money, save my health, save my friends and family from being a second-hand smoker.
2.) Regular exercise and keep fit for my enlistment to army.
3.) Get myself a decent part-time job and save enough money for a Taiwan or H.K trip before i get enlisted to the army.
4.) Get a puppy for debbie and me...
5.) Get my Driving License.
6.) World Peace, no bird flu and economic gets better.

2008-12-23T18:32:00.000-08:00

Finally updated after my failed attempt of my traffic police test, many things can be learn from a failure and i hope i can get it the next time.

Today Xmas eve, many of my friends(Intern) having half-day off. Now having shopping or what with their friends and love one. AND my ass is still stuck at my little cosy chair in my office. Some festival like CNY, Xmas, New Year are consider a important "gathering" festival therefore, i already slacking myself and indulge into the festive mood.
This year 2008, we are having our annual gathering party at this Arena Country Club somewhere in Jurong...though abit far end at the West but i think is going to be quite coolx as is somewhere new and is still a country club. We book a Function room, not a chalet...i heard the room is quite big with Karoke system in it and also 1 Queen Size bed for what purpose?? (for people to have sex after drinking too much?) Haha...pardon me because i really feel that the bed is a bit lame...

Did some simple registration and that I am a Stomper, i can post threads for people to comment and myself comment about other issue or people over www.stomp.com.sg
Some thread is interesting that happen in Singapore...Recent post will be the Technical error that caused the Singapore Flyer to stop "Spinning" which caused the whole "Wheel" stop moving and some passengers(tourists) stuck there for 6-7 hrs before they can be rescued out from their Capsule.
I heard the Flyer stop spinning for 3 times since it started during the early this year. I seriously think that they should really look into how they can make it better and carry out regular maintenance And lastly v.important on how they going to execute emergency rescue "mission" without letting people to stuck there for 6 hrs...can't blame them if they piss inside... Ultimately, i believed accidents do happen.

Next Year for Xmas eve celebration, i swear is going to be a 1 great party.

2008-12-03T18:37:00.000-08:00

3 months of practices.....3 months of learning journey and tomorrow will be the day i released to the tester for what i had learn this 3 months.
I pray to my god, ancestors and guan yin at 4 ma lu. Did so many things, so to ask them to give me luck and tester not that particular and strict.
I will be taking a half-day off and rush down to Kampong Ubi cdc to meet my instructor for 2 hrs of warm up in the circuit and practise on the test route then to the final showdown at 430pm.

Asked several friends and instructor that already passed driving and gain some of the tips eg.
don't be nervous, relax, don't do serious mistakes like strike/mount kerb, hit parking pole.
always check blind spot, drive safety.
Lane discipline, get ready in the lane early for direction change.
Show the tester engine brake a few times
don't exceed speed limit. (40km/h for industrial estate, 50km/h for outside road)
don't get into bus lane.
blar blar blar...

i am ready...to kick some butt

2008-12-01T18:08:00.001-08:00

Bear with me, this post is going to be a long entry.
1 week had passed, 11 weeks more to go to end my attachment. Time passes quite fast and i hope it will continue to do so.

I so happy to met you, my baby girl...Love simply great with you around.
I am fortunate to have you as my mate.
I will hold your hand and take care of you.
Happy 1 year and 2 days old.

ps. I shall upload some pictures when i got the time, busy and tired this few days.

Some random updates:
I having my traffic police test on Friday which is 3 more days, I had prepared myself physically, technically and mentally but overall the pressure is still there. Pressure from myself, family, baby, friends and my instructor. I certainly hope i can pass at 1st attempt because i don't wish to spend any more money on learning and 2nd time traffic police test.
Time wasting plus money factor plus some of my plans need to be postpone.

I suffered most pressure from my dad, he is really one crazy driver. When i am young at age, i always sit on the passenger sit and copy him when he drove us around, observed the way he drove, observed the road and direction in Malaysia and Singapore.

Why i said my dad is crazy?
He told me when he was young, he followed his brothers(real brothers) go to those plantation to do work then there was 1 lousy car for transport the goods and stuff, he always drove around to transport those goods with that car when he was young.
He told me "That time the car is super lousy with no brakes and what power-steering, i always drive and knock here and there on those plantation. When i going to learn how to drive, i went 2 lessons and the instructor told me don't need to go because i already know how to drive and pass on 1st attempt." My replied was "Sure a not?" He said "I bluff you for what"

After that he got what bike and container truck license... -.="
Testimonial from my elder uncle to my dad - "Your dad now drive much more safety and slow. When he was young, he drove my friends around is like go rush to snatch money till my friends all want to pee out siah."

Everytime when i go back to Malaysia(Father's side Malacca) during Chinese New Year and he will drove us to Muar(Mother's side) on the 2nd day because he is the only one who can drive, thats also the role of a father. And now he is old, i hope i can drive my family and let my dad rest on the passenger seat. That's my role as well as a son's role too.

Enough of this father and son post, Some pictures i took at my workplace. A building/structure damn futuristic. A pearl in the middle and the rest is all those lousy JTC buildings.

Introducing the pearl of my workplace

Fusionopolis

Great structure

2 towers (connexis)

symbiosisHarry's barStarbucksLove this escalatori stalking this womanA new building with little occupant rate

Not by me, some other photographer

Basement

Market place and guardian

Nice deco inside

Alochol area
Back to the JTC area
This are the things that kept me going on

2008-11-25T21:01:00.000-08:00

My third day in DSC, so far so good. The people here is friendly, what i meant here is when i nod or smile at them, they will reciprocate. Therefore, still consider not bad, afterall is not in a campus environment, can act like a fool to start the topic and get to know the person.
p.s I got smoking kakis, the collegues and my supervisor.

This is the surrounding of my Ayer Rajah Industrial Estate.

The back view of my company building

NUH(National University Hospital)Where to find lisa and anson?

DSO (Singapore's National defence R&D organisation)

I think is Dover ITE (coz Dover Stn is after Buona Vista Stn)

The front

The back

I blog and facebook-ing very often during my stay in DSC, quite free and i somehow finish my work for the day therefore i do those stuff during free time. My supervisor...hmm..Ms Harni is her name, should be 20 plus and she is flexible and good. She asked me to draw up a time-line for the next 2 websites to be finish by the end of 12 weeks. I had to use my most creative and imaginative mind to think of a draft time-line by Ms Excel to complete so for my 1st week is to learn software and research on my website.
Software: Serif Webplus 10 (learning) is a very powerful software allows you to create a reasonable website even you are a newbie to website designing.

Oh yah...btw i discovered a railway track at Buona Vista Station, i know that there is train service from Singapore tanjong pagar railway station to Malaysia; Johor and K.L etc.

Let me present to you tu-tu train

Let me show 2 more pictures, clearer image

Opps, is Singapore's Mass Rapid Transit. I can hear "This is not the train lah!)ok lah. serious liao.

I am v.lucky to snap a shot of the train when it pass by, is quite rare and hard to snap it because firstly, i don't know the timing of the train and only 2 departures daily to Johor.
The railway track; I simply love train

2008-11-25T00:46:00.000-08:00

My 1 year anniversary with chubbie boon falls on this sunday, i hope i can let her enjoy and be as memorable as possible. 1 year pass on and i hope there will be more 1 year to pass with you till we old. We fought, argued and suffered from communication problem for this 1 year but i hope we will slowly improve and eventually may our relationship as smooth as possible. Although i cannot be Edward(twilight) to protect you with the superpowers. But as me ryan, i will. And take care of you.
I will make up to you, give me a bit more time..

2008-11-24T21:02:00.000-08:00

My 2nd day in DSC, I had a terrible morning. Reached workplace at 0820, chit chat abit on msn. I am very energetic but after awhile battery go flat. Damn sleepy and tired, trying to knock off but my cubicle not that high to block me from sleeping because if the boss or supervisor happen to walk pass, they can see me from their angle. But i still cannot hold on after i talk so much...manage to knockout with a interval of 2 min?

2nd day in DSC, everything is familiar, where to take bus? what time to leave house? any chio bu on the way to work? The people over there? I already know almost everything and the most sad part is actually eat breakfast and lunch alone, smoke also smoke alone..opps. I shall adjust and adapt to the life here asap and put everything in place. I keep telling myself 3 mths v.fast over LOL...

On the other hand, Yesterday, my chubbie bought herself a Domo soft toy $50 plus, She is plain crazy. Just in case, anyone do not know who is a domo, or what is that?

nicer pictures below...

2008-11-24T01:23:00.000-08:00

Journey to the West

First day in Digital Scanning Corporation(DSC) 2 words Gone Fuck
Project Scope 2 websites to be done during this 12 weeks.
Need to be professional because it is going to be upload to the server. (I will sail through and get my ass out of DSC like what i did for my fyp.)
I must admit, i learnt many things here. About 1 hr of travelling time.

Now i know where is Ministry Of Education, Anglo-Chinese JC, NTU alumnni and Science Park and Holland Village.

Blk 67 Level 2

BeforeAfterSuper after

I feel so comfortable when i saw this cafe at my workplace

Packed up....end of 1st day

Lets rock and roll....end at 6pm so i left 10 min to pack up...

2008-11-22T22:56:00.000-08:00

Anime Fest @ Suntec
Chubbie boon told me there is an event about anime and those cartoon stuff.
note* $5.00 SGD for entry, cosplay, concert and collectibles selling. $5bucks to buy the memories of childhood is quite worth the money. Some pictures taken from there. And after that event somehow triggers me of saving money to buy 1 DSLR camera because limitation of digital camera.
Somemore pictures at my facebooks (Dolls, very pretty take a look)

debbie "Do i look like misa?" my ans: "no"

MetalGear Solid 4 figurine "Favourite ps3 game"

Take what picture !! Get lost before i bite

For the little girls

Awesome artwork by Imaginery Friends "Dota loading art screen draw by them"

Masked rider "childhood favourite"

Gundam Model Kit

2008-11-22T22:40:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow starts my attachment, 12 weeks of endure again and it will be over. Graduation!!
Posted to Digital Scanning Corporation Pte Ltd at Ayer Rajah Crescent(opposite science park and NUH)
0830 am report there.
Schedule:
0620 - wake up
0650 - get out of house
0715 - get onto train(NEL outram change to Green line to Buona Vista)
0810 - take bus 91 to workplace
0830 - reached workplace

This is my projected time-line to reach workplace for the first day, shall amend when i reach there.
Squeeze party on tomorrow morning.
$460 allowance
$100 transport fee(concession fare) 2 bus trip and 1 train trip/ per trip
$200 makan fee
left $160 leisure fee
Life so down siah...

2008-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

Love the effects, thanks to kaiyi.

Love her so much

2008-11-21T05:00:00.000-08:00

I ended my Final Year Project. Finished up my Project, had presentation over and over but to-date is over. 12 weeks, 3 months of 8 hours daily together. I somehow miss all those fun and the people there because is like a family of brothers and sisters. And now attachment starts, i do not know that people there and everything is like back to square 1, lagi worse if the boss is a nasty one. I am very lucky to get into that lab, with the 3 DTs and lab mates because i compared all those labs from our friends, is like heaven and hell.
I want to say thanks to my DTs and also sorry because you all bond with us, get those "arrows" from the higher management. Close many "eyes" go extended break and especially for me because i went for my driving practices during fyp..thanks. Last but not least, thanks for helping me with my project...hehe.

Thanks Wanru, helped me the most....

Some pictures took from the last few days
The 4 DTs

Jaz and me

KaiYi and meThe Crazy Dudes

Angela, Andy Lau and Jam HsiaoMs Kau's group

This bugger told me he 67 kg after i carry him

I can expect some laughter
If you think this above pic is obscene then what about the below one?
Is purely for entertainment purpose, I swear to god

Gooda-Bye

2008-11-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

Time passes so fast, our 12 weeks FYP is going to end soon and attachment starting soon. I hope i can get into Siemens which their office is just 10 min bus trip from my home, walkable distance and the pay wise is $600 so far, the highest in our MIT course. Alright lets dun hope so much, disappointment will add on if i never get into.

12 weeks of bonding with the 3 DTs (Kaiyi, Jaz and Huiqin) and fellow labmates like Nico, Yichao, Lisa, Kim, Mahes, Liu Xuan, Anson, Florence, Huining, EngHwa and beside him that girl( dunno the name) plus the high cheek bone wanru plus the god in my lab. Certainly, my lab is not the best in terms of geographic location, fish tank? gallery hall? visitor's route? Spotlight in Block S level4, highly marked up by many supervisors and the upper management, course manager(michael) but nevertheless, we still have fun. which consist of eating in the lab, drinking, talking, debating about men and women, debating about relationship, Own time On target go break, go smoke all this blar blar blar are ending, in about less than 2 wks.

Nico - King of late-ness
Yichao - King of smoking
Kim and Lisa - Snack queen and princess
Maha - funny indian girl
wanru - helpful high cheek bone PEM mate
Jueming - our lab God
Huining - our lab assistant God
Liuxuan - friendly china friend
EngHwa - friendly singapore friend
Girl beside EngHwa - unknown
Florence - 'Angela' in disguise
Anson - 萧敬腾 (hardly talk)

DTs
Jazica - helpful and most senior person in the lab
Kaiyi - guy in disguise, camera men
Huiqin - Photoshop maniac

got 3 more china guy, ChangYuan, Benjamin and Reuben...

Ryan - chionging project, hopefully can pass and maybe get some nice grade and increase my GPA...LOLx.... but so far, i am quite glad and satisfy about the progress of my project.

Kudos Ryan !

2008-11-04T19:55:00.001-08:00

My debbie is now away from me, at somewhere near Malaysia Kuala Lumpur there. Not by car or bus but cruise. Envy but no money and time to go with her but i more concern about her safety because afterall i am still not around to protect her. Haha...anyway, hopefully nothing happens and let her enjoy her trip and my gift from her when she come back.

Freedom is with me now, ALL hell break loose. Till thur only...

Qx is getting a motorbike phantom for everything only 1k plus nia...cheap siah, i also want to get too for the purpose of transport. Let me set 1 more target before i get into NS, get my MotorBike license class 2B.
I can hear it is calling to me "Ride on me!"

I am lucky to know my friends, thanks Kiat and Yuling for lending me ps3 games this time round Call of Duty 4: Modern warfare.
Totally hooked, experience many roles like a commando, sniper, a support unit...
Oh yah before i forgot, for people who are interested in some horror game. try this

http://hotel626.com/ play with audio on and lights on with maximum leisure.

*You can only get into the games between 6pm - 6am

2008-11-04T19:55:00.000-08:00

Been rushing my Project because, final assessment week is coming and less than about 2 weeks. My supervisor changed, become MrSeetho wanru's supervisor because Ms Kau is on labour leave.
Good news or Bad news? Shall see my grade for FYP 2 weeks later.

Found some pics kinda of funny when i am looking for pics to photoshop-ed.

2008-11-04T05:25:00.000-08:00

We are approaching the end of 2008, end of my Poly life soon too though is will be march of 2009. But this year 2008 does not appear to be a auspicious as what the Chinese deem as because is 200Eight. Tons of things happened and i just hope everything will turn good after this year, at least improve the situation. I hope to get my driving license by this end of year and of course pass my FYP and get on to attachment and graduated, so far and so forth. Our 1 year anniversary on the end of November. Time passes fast...flashbacks of memories is still flesh when i think back.

Once i got my license, Denise and Weiming will not say those words to me again. Laugh Out Loud.
And trip to Malaysia shall not be a dream...by car.

I will try to make our 1 year anniversary as memorable as possible....

2008-10-19T18:20:00.002-07:00

Recently, my band was formed on 25th Oct 08. My band strength currently is 3 man-team. Me as the main singer, guitarist QingXiang and my drumer WengKit. Our band name is ChaosCaZua.

Haha... A PS3 game called RockBand. Thanks for Yuling for bringing the whole instrumental set for us to realize our band dream. LOL...

Console gaming can be fun too... When a group of friends can be played together.

Next Day, went to TopOne(karoake) at Bugis with my DTs KaiYi and her bf, Jazsica and labmate Florence. Bring 3 NSFs for them to know too...
no voice to sing coz yesterday i go WorldTour concert to perform mah, in the RockBand.

Driving Practical Test is on 5th Dec so is about 1 month plus, so far my driving lessons is about 11. Went into the circuit once liao, slow speed, small road and challenging road course but not very difficult for me. I can only say, my instructor want to leech my money as much as possible.

Tropic Thunder ---> LL(Lame and Laughter)

2008-10-19T18:20:00.001-07:00

First of all, all the best to the 6 chosen shitheads going to Suzhou. LjKia, CbChuan, SmokerBoy, MuscleBoy, BlurQueen and leopard skin.

World is full of meeting and parting and is part of life and cycle, applies to friendship, kinship and relationship. Take it easy is always my motto...shall not change coz a leopard won't changes it spots easily.

A brief updates, Last week, week7 is my assessment week, had a 'wonderful' time though. Normally, i can play people and also tahan people play me back and not easily flared up. Guess the pressure from the management level somehow really get into me and turn me up siah...Problematic the whole week, gets better now but still left 1 more unsettled, shall take a longer time to settle this.

Went to this Karaoke place at Bugis(former BugisIcon) call TopOne? Recommended by Jaz.
Before i comment anything, the lift over there seriously super 'polite' should experience there.

Ambience and Decoration --------> Way beyond Kbox, PartyWorld or any other Karaoke in Singapore. Rates is not highly marked up, i can say is cheaper than those franchise outlets.

Monday, start of week 8...Final Year Project here i come...

2008-10-10T04:16:00.000-07:00

I actually don't wish to post this entry but it really strike a mental hit on me...
I miss out 2 times, 4D 2nd prize because i did not buy. Alright, to somebody it might not be a big thing coz you all might strike lottery till numb? but as for me, i did not buy frequently and suddenly let me miss out 2 times...kinda of dui.

In the times of crisis, striking lottery might be the fastest way to get some quick bucks? LOL...i know is not practical...but no choice...life is full of disappointment and hope...

2008-10-02T00:50:00.001-07:00

5 min to finish reading my post, 5 min for you to think about it and 2 min to start planning your healthy lifestyle

Found some interesting facts from the experts...
Laughing out loud prolong life about 1.7 to 8 years. I guess is true... source --> http://www.helium.com/items/370089-how-to-keep-your-youth

Take a look in this website...some interesting studies from this professor.
Quoted from there " So, how old you actually are? How many times have you noticed that your school friends, college friends etc. look differently? While one of them looks 25, the other still unsuccessfully tries to prove shes not fifty. And you know that theyre of the same age... This is where biological (or true) age"comes to the stage. Biological age shows how worn out your body actually is, not that tiny number in your passport. "

According to Professor Michael Roysen, day-to-day lifestyle plays a significant role on the mechanism of human aging. If your friend looks like shes 20 when shes actually 40, it means that shes pursuing a healthy lifestyle. Dont get upset though, as nothing is impossible: you may start fighting your aging right now, and all you have to do is take a specialists piece of advice. So, here it is:
-Regular consumption of tomatoes (tomato sauces, roasted tomatoes) subtracts 1.9 from the current age of men and 0.8 years from the age of women, making them look more youthful.
-Daily consumption of aspirin pills subtracts 2.2 years.
-Regular (daily) quality sex with the same partner subtracts 2-8 years.

Subtracts here means IF you are 40 years old(current), and you have sex daily will subtract 2-8 years from your current age. not encouraging frequent sex with different people... =)

"Good night sleep 7 hours for women, 8 hours for men, adds astronomical 3 to 12 years to your estimate lifetime." Agreed-Ryan

Last but not least
http://www.technorati.com/posts/LT39QA71TkFBE7VBPTwU4P3J07Ag1qCcgbDPU6xjInE%3D

Interesting fact too....(for men)

2008-10-02T00:50:00.000-07:00

After some serious consideration and some "sense" from those ORD-ed personnel, sign for officer instead of being a specialist (Sgt) because is stressful being sandwiched by your superior(officer) and your men(lower rank than you)

A scenario: You as a Sgt, do wrong tio fuck by your Sir. Your Men do wrong, men tio fuck plus you also tio fuck.

There is always a reason behind an action, there is always consequences after an action and responsibility after consequences.

URGENT! I need a weekend part-time job, anyone cares to lend a helping hand?

I have to say sorry to my Buddies, Gf and friends. When income is low, i just don't feel like stepping out of my house. Screwed life...

Glad that my bro already discharged and can stay at home.
Glad that my family does not need to be so tired because of taking care of my bro.

I hope to
1) Faster graduate from NYP
2) Pass my Driving license (5th Dec 2008) 5th lessons so far. Done normal driving from Yck to ponggol, U-turn, night driving, 3 point turn, biting point on slope BUT i have not learn parking and go into the circuit yet.

2008-09-24T20:22:00.001-07:00

random post...struck in the train this morning, SMRT " platform problem, sorry for the delay." I immediately thought someone "Jumping Jet" jump to the platform again and i think GST going to hike again man...

Sudden decision but is going to be finalized... wish to sign on a bond with the Singapore Armed Forces or Police. Do not tell me "for what" Basically, 2 kinds of people will sign on. 1) For the pride and defend the country. 2)For the money.

For me i think the reason is obvious enough...$$$$$
Money is very vital to our life, planning for my life.
my last resort...

Oh yah, before i forget. Get to know more behind those cold back of our DTs in our lab, friendly people i suppose? haha...

Napfa training afterwards on every tue and fri. Overall, fun and beneficial for me. Silver for my napfa gogo!

2008-09-24T20:22:00.000-07:00

is been the 4th week for Final Year Project(FYP), A presentation on the 6th week coming soon, actually time passes fast and still doing that.

My lab moved! From a secluded place to a place that can be seen by anyone (Course Manager, Supervisors and of coz Visitors) How to Youtube and sleep siah?

The Era of Pirated Games is over....Looking on the flashbacks of those days that we bought pirated games which cost $5-$10 per game for console machine like Playstation and Playstation 2, Is so damn cheap and is not hard to collect them and bundle them in a cd file. But the times have change, i already cannot do that, because PS3 the third generation of Sony's Console plays Blu-ray disc which is orginal to gamers. Is common to see a disc cost range about $50-$90. For god sake, if u get something which is not suited to you.

Shit i dozing off while typing, let me have a short nap then....

2008-09-12T07:42:00.000-07:00

"Life is unpredictable" because you never know when illness will strike you. I want to add 1 more sentence.
"Life is fragile" because when anything happens, you can only wait there accept treatment and if can recovered, lucky for you if not wait and die.

The worse thing is you cannot do anything when you see them suffer...
Anyway, i think is about time i become 1 of the pillar in the family.

2008-09-09T21:31:00.001-07:00

Thanks everyone for celebrating my birthday, and thanks for those people who gave me a silver BBQ pit. LOL....I wanted to make it a better one on my birthday but right now i am super broke therefore, i cannot do what i want and kinda of feel bad to u guys.

Anyway, thx again...

2008-09-02T17:59:00.006-07:00

1 more day ends my FYP in school, this 12 weeks is short and sweet i suppose. 3 daredevils DT and noisy lab mates. 2 words Totally Coolx! Oh yeah...received my Attachment Post-to Letter. Everything is written in the letter, i try to post some images when i reach home because i super lazy to upload those pictures on BlogSpot and for that i have to respect those cam-whores because they can post on Friendster/Facebook and of course blog.
Company name: Digital Scanning Corporation Pte Ltd
Address: Apt Blk 67 Ayer Rajah Crescent unit #02-25 Ayer Rajah Industrial Estate Singapore 139950

what they do? DSC – Tracking Your Future is an established and leading automated identification & data capture (AIDC) specialist. We have been in the industry for over 15 years, evolving our products, technology offerings as well as business propositions to deliver business value and agility to our clients.DSC is established with offices in Singapore, Malaysia and China.

And i assume i will be there to do some webpage upload/photocopy shit-work?Shall know it on Monday...830am need to reach there.

In life, expect the unexpected. Environment changes so do Humans. Therefore, at times we need to move on with life and do not expect much. Adopt the Happy go-lucky and Easy-going mindset may be the easier for anyone to adapt and survive the politics. But bottom-line, we still need to protect our backside. I am somehow glad that my family is somehow back to abit normal like last time but some policies and rules have been imposed and we have to abide it so as not to cause a big issue later on.

I seriously hope that this 12 weeks of attachment could fly as fast as possible and end by Feb 13. So i could get on to find a part-time job or maybe some delivery man because i reckon by that time i should/MUST passed my traffic police test. 15 more days to my traffic police test, i am under pressure because I fear I might fail because a lot of things need to abide, follow and be sharp on the test. My driving skills are alright but when you are in the test, things may turn out different and if i really fail, my hope for X'mas driving will be dashed.

2008-09-02T17:59:00.005-07:00

1 more day ends my FYP in school, this 12 weeks is short and sweet i suppose. 3 daredevils DT and noisy lab mates. 2 words Totally Coolx!
Oh yeah...received my Attachment Post-to Letter. Everything is written in the letter, i try to post some images when i reach home because i super lazy to upload those pictures on BlogSpot and for that i have to respect those cam-whores because they can post on Friendster/Facebook and of course blog.

Company name: Digital Scanning Corporation Pte Ltd
Address: Apt Blk 67 Ayer Rajah Crescent unit #02-25
Ayer Rajah Industrial Estate
Singapore 139950

what they do?
DSC – Tracking Your Future is an established and leading automated identification & data capture (AIDC) specialist.
We have been in the industry for over 15 years, evolving our products, technology offerings as well as business propositions to deliver business value and agility to our clients.
DSC is established with offices in Singapore, Malaysia and China.

And i assume i will be there to do some webpage upload/photocopy shit-work?
Shall know it on Monday...830am need to reach there.

In life, expect the unexpected. Environment changes so do Humans. Therefore, at times we need to move on with life and do not expect much. Adopt the Happy go-lucky and Easy-going mindset may be the easier for anyone to adapt and survive the politics. But bottom-line, we still need to protect our backside. I am somehow glad that my family is somehow back to abit normal like last time but some policies and rules have been imposed and we have to abide it so as not to cause a big issue later on.
I seriously hope that this 12 weeks of attachment could fly as fast as possible and end by Feb 13. So i could get on to find a part-time job or maybe some delivery man because i reckon by that time i should/MUST passed my traffic police test. 15 more days to my traffic police test, i am under pressure because I fear I might fail because a lot of things need to abide, follow and be sharp on the test. My driving skills are alright but when you are in the test, things may turn out different and if i really fail, my hope for X'mas driving will be dashed.

2008-09-02T17:59:00.004-07:00

1 more day ends my FYP in school, this 12 weeks is short and sweet i suppose. 3 daredevils DT and noisy labmates. 2 words = Totally Coolx!
Oh yeah...received my Attachment Post-to Letter. Everything is written in the letter, i try to post some images when i reach home because i super lazy to upload those pictures on blogspot and for that i have to respect those cam-whores because they can post on friendster/facebook and of course blog.

Company name: Digital Scanning Corporation Pte Ltd
Address: Apt Blk 67 Ayer Rajah Crescent unit #02-25
Ayer Rajah Industrial Estate
Singapore 139950

What they do?
DSC – Tracking Your Future is an established and leading automated identification & data capture (AIDC) specialist.
We have been in the industry for over 15 years, evolving our products, technology offerings as well as business propositions to deliver business value and agility to our clients.
DSC is established with offices in Singapore, Malaysia and China.

And i assume i will be there to do some webpage upload/photocopy shit-work?
Shall know it on monday...830am need to reach there.

In life, expect the unexpected. Environment changes so do Humans. Therefore, at times we need to move on with life and do not expect much. Adopt the Happy go-lucky and Easy-going mindset may be the easier for anyone to adapt and survive the politics. But bottom-line, we still need to protect our backside. I am somehow glad that my family is somehow back to abit normal like last time but some policies and rules have been imposed and we have to abide it so as not to cause a big issue later on.
I seriously hope that this 12 weeks of attachment could fly as fast as possible and end by Feb 13. So i could get on to find a part-time job or maybe some delivery man because i reckon by that time i should/MUST passed my traffic police test. 15 more days to my traffic police test, i am under pressure because i fear i might fail because a lot of things need to abide, follow and be sharp on the test. My driving skills is alright but when you are in the test, things may turn out different and if i really fail, my hope for x'mas driving will be dashed.

2008-09-02T17:59:00.003-07:00

2008-09-02T17:59:00.002-07:00

2008-09-02T17:59:00.001-07:00

Critical Moment...anyone got any job lobang to intro, weekends job. Living with bread and porridge everyday LOL...

Completed MGS4(Metal Gear Solid 4, Guns of the Patriots. Truly amazed by the graphic and CG that this game produced.

Congrats to my baby girl, she passed her FTT so proud of her. 1 attempt pass BTT and FTT, remarkable result, hopefully same goes to her TP.

Counting down...5th of Dec TP test.

2008-09-02T17:59:00.000-07:00

Yoz Yoz...time right now is 10am, having FYP now. 8.30am must reached school...phew no easy feat.
Some random updates:
I will be obtaining my "key" about 2 more days...nothing in particular, not very happy about it because time flies real fast, in another blink blink of an eyes. Especially, for the girls when they reach 21 and soon 31 then 41 and blar blar blar. I think after 21st bday, most girls would not want others to help them celebrate their bday because to them age is a secret.

Anyway, this thur after school 6pm, shall head to marina sq's Kenny Rogers with coursemates.

---------------------------------------->> I passed my Final Theory Test. 1 more Step to My license.

After Graduation, i will organise a trip to M'sia by car. Consider a Graduation trip or Pre-National Service trip.

Had my 3rd Driving lesson, i reckoned it is the most challenging lesson. Let me describe briefly,
Lesson start at 530pm right after Debbie's lesson (Debbie and I have the same Instructor) the weather looks fine to me. Board the car and drive to Old thomson road to top up fuel then drive towards Ponggol via Yio Chu Kang Road and SengKang. So After Fuel Topping, we left the station and a few drops of raindrop drop on my windscreen and my basic instinct is to use the wiper and i operated the intermittent speed(wipe and go down for few secs and wipe again). Alright, i thought abit of rain make some fun but later i would not think is fun to begin with.

1 min later, thunder and lightning came by... is pouring hard siah..like the weather tahan v.long liao, fully loaded and cum out at one go.

On my headlights and max the wiper speed, and yet still cant see far, super blur. Immediately, Ryan the dare devil changed to super utimate safely driver.

Overall nice experience. (I going to build up faith in Denise and Weiming heart soon.)

Had a little fight with my baby yesterday, A brief scenario that took place. She went to have body checkup after lesson so i went to look for her after my lesson which end at 7pm. She was almost done and left waiting for her report. Before her turn, was a malay couple with 1 kid and that kid was about 3-4 years i suppose, that kid was holding a ultrascan so i conclude that the mom is pregnant so i said "她很会生" then after she heard then pinch me real hard then as we both are very hungry at that time but still need to wait for the report so "A hungry man is a angry man" then we have some friction. I just hope everything is fine b4 friday.

gtg for my break soon.

2008-08-18T14:47:00.001-07:00

Some of the suggestions and plans for my bday celebration. I will not be holding chalet because is fully booked, boring and require lots of work to be done. Instead i shall hold not party but gathering on several occasion.
On the actual day, which is 5th of sept will be a friday and that will be for debbie boon and 6th of sept, a sat dinner with my 'pig and dog' friends then club.

For my course mates, i will organise a dinner(healthy) or maybe a pub/club(unhealthy) likely to be DlbO. Please feedback to me if you see this post or never mind i will seek answer from you guys soon so as to facilitate me for the planning of date.

And i still have primary school friends gathering and gathering with jasmine and shao ying...headache .

For me, bday is just a indication of how many years have you been around when you enters this world and i am content to gather with the friends i have and will be more contented if presents are there ... Lolx .. joking.

1st of September is my Start of Final Year Project...Day 1, briefing at 9am and 1145 i have a Final Theory Test. I place strong emphasise on this and if i get this through, i will have 1 more big step to cross before i obtain the license and i do not need to fear any road blocks or whatever shit i may encounter on the road.

Wish me luck for my 1 and ONLY EXAM paper on this wed 20th of August.

2008-08-13T17:01:00.000-07:00

Very random... I have been doing nothing but gaming and slacking in my own house. Broke like shit thats why u can never "jio-tio" me out unless something important.
Been paying kinda lots of attention to my driving license, 1st of Sept is my Final theory test and i hope i can get it before i graduate NYP and realize my goal for getting a car before 24 years old.
I hope can minimize my cost for my whole driving campaign.

Oh yah my birthday is coming in just a couple of week, on the 5th of September i think maybe just go for some simple gathering dinner or what.

Birthday wishes:....
After experienced some birthday sessions from my friends, if u post your birthday wishes here high chances that you would not get. If you want something kinda of expensive or reasonable items but people will either think that over budget for them since kinda of expensive or would not get you because they will think that your some other friend might get it for you and it a waste to get same items.
Therefore, i will have to tell you guys, forget about presents and gifts just come out to celebrate will do...

JUST KIDDING!

I lack almost everything....

2008-08-03T08:50:00.000-07:00

For those people who have more than 2 papers for their exam and common test...gd luck, you will have my blessing.

Countdown for Basic Theory Test 5 more days, the first gateway to my license...i swear i going to get my license asap. So i can drive legally... LOLx
Pai seh, Weiming..caught you unprepared LOL...
Denise said "He like no-fear..." hmm...i did have fear but i swear i will secure my passenger's lives in the future. haha...

Countdown for National Day 6 more days
Countdown for Beijing
Countdown for my birthday also...

By the way, got this news "SINGAPORE : The wheels are in motion for another round of public transport fare hikes. Singapore’s two public transport operators, SBS Transit and SMRT, have submitted their applications to the Public Transport Council (PTC) for fare adjustments..."

I must agree that the World is having inflation not just Singapore but i think the government should help out and provide some financial aid or at do something about it.

2008-07-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

Holy...Napfa test (physical fitness test) So far every station is ok but left 2.4km run and walk station. Obviously never prepare myself at all...body form is shit, legs are jelly. But i guess the power of banana helps me for awhile....

pull-up, shuttle run, and sit-up no problem.

Sit and reach get a C 44cm...but i am confident i can get a B

Standing Broad Jump get a B...

2.4 km run. . . i run for 1 round and having a jelly legs and stitch, the 2nd rd i stop and give up....LOL...so i failed the test... total points 22, so if 2.4km run can get a 12min plus Gold shld be not a problem. After the napfa, in conclusion, i realized that stamina need to be train and endurance is crucial.
ps. I think smoking play a factor in it...LOL
Muscle ache....but i can sense the feeling is back...

After this week, marks the "ending" of sem 1 because this 2 week is common test week, 2 papers and 1 exam paper which will be in a couple of weeks later. After that, attachment and FYP will commenced then 6 mths if tertiary study and graduate then awaiting for NS enlistment. Into 2 years and i do not wish to enter PTP batch( for those fail napfa and enter early ) Enhanced batch is a better choice.... and 2 years of this "From a boy to a man" course.

I miss my baby...thanks for being with me. Please bear with me till i graduate, now i am a broker LOL...

Oh yeah...BTT falls on 08/08/2008 WTF...damn "HUAT" lah...i am taking it seriously this time...1 shot is enough thru i pass. This time, debbie is coming with me.

2008-07-15T11:03:00.000-07:00

This 2 weeks is critical to the whole IWSS peeps, projects..around this week 14-16 for every semester, i will be super stress. Programming worse of all. Choose wrong course, should go for business related. Business IT also not bad. No use for complaining at this point of time, chiong is the only way if i want to graduate on time.

Register my BTT at CDC with baby, finally wants to go with a serious mindset. Failed twice at BTT, without any e-trial and never study is the result of failure.

JSP
JavaBean
Servlet
MySQL
PHP
Dreamweaver
Escilpe
DotNukeNet(web 2.0)
Javascript
many many ...more

2008-07-03T08:25:00.000-07:00

The main reason that i started blogging again, is not you guys say my blog is dying or no updates, apart from, i myself need a space to vent out some unpleasant stuff and what the hell i have been doing nowadays. Is actually for my bro, Jian an, he kenna confine for stupid stuff for 28 days, means he is MIA for few weeks and during weekends the rest left the camp happily for reunion with friends and folks but he needs to be stay in camp and being online is the only thing he can access the world outside apart from mobile phone. Sad but no worries i am there lOL, at least my blog is there to let u read...

I feeling the heat of Poly 3rd year and the heat need to complete my projects/assignments in 3 weeks time. Firstly, my project mate Jie Yink, she is going for her knee op soon, she is strong and will be fine. All the best.

My life up till now, body have not really suffered any trouble that needs to be send in to hospital or having operation. I not sure how that person feels to be wheelchair or being push in then having docs to have knifes cut open their body.

I can only say this few weeks coming up is going to be a tough one, i need to juggle my time well, for love, school work and friends. Bear with it baby. Play your Wii if you feel bored.

2008-07-02T19:04:00.000-07:00

First of all, Happy birthday to my baby 21 years old liao.... Siwei, Brandon, Kit happy birthday too... Rebecca coming soon, Yuling coming soon too... pain siah.

A brief update, deleted my Warcraft3, going to stop gaming till i feel that i am not covered by projects and exam.

Had lot of fun and injuries for the past chalet, memory loss and injuries all over. 2 weeks straight chalet. Shaggy dog.

Some good news, debbie bought Wii and due to some matter, baby i am sorry for what i did. Please forgive me...

Xbox 360 retail price now is less than $600 with a package. PS3 is about $700.

Encountered events which trigger some thinking and soul searching.....

2008-05-31T02:32:00.000-07:00

We known each other for 4 years plus, i witnessed how human changes not to better but from bad to worse. Judging from all the things you did, i see no wisdom in you. The incapability to see the fact. I truly believe Karma exists, is just a matter of time before it happens. I am happy for my friend somehow is a blessing in disguise.

Love is something can be profound or in a simplest form. Depends on how you look at it. First of all, it cannot be force. Have a big heart, accept what it is. If is red light means red light, don't cross the road because you might have an accident which hurt an innocent person and yourself.

Open up and Move on because fated have everything arranged for everyone.

ps. Quote" Women are trouble-maker, Men are trouble-seeker." by Foo Weng Kit

2008-05-29T12:09:00.000-07:00

She is the one that when you say good bye to her, she will look at you when you leave...
She is the one that when you in need of help, she will be with you and say "i will be there for you"...
She is the one that i will cherish her...

Being the one that console the person who is in need of consoling is much more easier and relax than the one is upset and emotional unstable. Because i have been through that before, the process is not easy. Only the support from friends and family can tide you over...will you see light at the end of the tunnel.

2008-05-28T21:33:00.000-07:00

Some random and updates about me and my friends around me.

This saturday marks the last day of my work in Isurf, the place is fine, "bosses" is good and the geographic location is happening. However, due to crash schedule and long hour makes me tired easily. And lastly the salary no longer have its attraction and motivation for me to continue working.

I must thank debbie my baby for her understanding and "there for me" when i look back. Right now, we have some sort of crisis but rather me alone however she is still there for me, i really appreciate it. Communication is very important and is part of life. *Financial crisis LOL...

2 Weeks later, i will have my 2 weeks break and the only one before the attachment and FYP starts immediately after my exam.

I wanted to go get my License asap and drive around...love the feeling

Bygones let it Bygones
Celebrated Leslie's bday 2weeks ago(if i am not wrong) I felt that everything is forgotten and we become like last time, that kind of friendship that kind of brotherhood(with qx, jian, lionel leslie etc). Mcdonald's is a fun place for working, will always remember the suffering and hardship we endured through but we learnt many valuable knowledge (how to cook/make the burger? and how to be clean at all times)

Recently, Jian and Qx came back from their JCC training at Brunei. Many interesting stuff from them and some stunts by Jian but i think is not entirely his fault, somehow the Corporate Culture at Army is really WTH .(no wonder those sign-ed on army personnel can only sell chicken rice after they discontinued their service because they don't have any skills)
ps. After talking to them, i had a dream about army siah, i dreamt i am a commander shouting at people.

Lastly, 4 years of long run between Tobby and Yan is over, a pity for them coz is not an easy feat for both gender from 2 different planet to be together for so long. They have their Hiccups, up and down, on and off but after those things, friends certainly thought they going to be for long but things does not goes what we thought. Love is great coz it certainly can cover all the flaws but it is also a double-edge sword.

as a friend and buddy, i can only wish for his recovery and move on to be happy like the past.
Karma?

2008-05-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

A couple of things happening at this week.

Jian's ah ma funeral, Jian and Qx going to Brunei having their JCC(correct me if i am wrong) for their 1 of the training in OCS. Having brainwashed by them because they all are in the Army, army terms and issues will be told everytime we meet and i do not have to know them through a guide book or something because they are my guide book.

We all have to agree that life is somehow fragile and unpredictable. You are kicking alive now and the next min, you do not know whether you will be breathing...
Got to know a book from Jie Yink, about karma. Fully agreed that karma exists in the world, karma is not something religion related because i experienced karma once before, a very significant one. (want to know my story, can ask me when you see me, depends on my mood)

Bought a portable hard drive 160GB Maxtor at the price of SGD$129 in the school. Prices been marked down, due to no rental fee in school, no wages to the students helping to market. Thats is why they are able to bring down the prices. Therefore, i decided not to let the chance to slip through my fingers.

Thanks debbie, been taking care of me...

2008-05-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

School of Business Management(SBM)
Module code name is BM0185, is about entrepreneurship which to me is not a new thing but the hard part is the early stage by which you need to come up with something innovative, new/upgrade items or things with unique selling points in it. taste of a different kind of schooling since year 1. A overturn of gender. Over at SBM, having a Male in a class is a rare sight, ratio of girls is to boys is about 4:1. Call me ignorant because suddenly shuffle of the gender, imagine the dominant gender is girl over there, but consider myself lucky because my class got a even mixture of girls which other class do not have. Pros and Cons. Groups of girl-friends can be seen across the blocks chit-chatting here and there.

Met a couple of cool peeps over there...socializing is part of life.

Meet up with debbie after school, her mood was kinda down, reasons not that sure maybe PMS? LOLx...got some casual talks with her and quite effective because in the end she recovered from the mood down thingy, guess communication is part of life and also love. True and i agree to a full extent, that actions speak louder than words and also through actions can you be convinced by him/her. However, words is equally important because word always comes before action.

This is the end of my presentation, thanks you (i going to say this in a few weeks time)

2008-05-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

IRON MAN
Another Marvel SuperHero appeared onto the big screen. This time, is IRON MAN. Basically for the girls if you all dun have any clue about what is IRON MAN, the guys i assume u all very clear about his background. If i am not wrong, Iron man bring its briefcase everywhere he wants then transformed using the briefcase. (correct me if i am wrong) and fight justice, got tons of armour for him to change each for different mission. but his weakness is magnet because he is Iron man, he will be sucked by the magnet.
For people who watched the movie, must be feeling woot!! the technology he had and very futuristic. I must say that the movie is a big success and a worth waiting blockbuster.
The actors are all experienced and delivers great acting skills with none other than the CG designers, CG graphics is hell outta good.

A must watched show...

Our 5th month had passed, we don't really remember because we did it on purpose. Honestly, the time fly slow when we are together, is like we are been together for at least a year but is actually 5 mths. Therefore, we agreed that, we don't remember those month anniversary thingy only those 6mth or 1 year anniversary coz its significance is much more greater.

I love you debbie...

2008-04-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

A very disappointing morning for the supporter of Barcelona, Manchester United walked away with the passport to Moscow in the final of the UEFA Champions League. The team had done great but they lack the smiling of lady luck. Manchester had done well in defending although Barcelona holds most of the possession. Better luck peeps for the next season.

Watched Harold and Kumar yesterday, it was worth the money to have a good laugh over there.
Today going to watch Iron Man, another super hero from the Marvel.

Got to go

2008-04-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

GLOBAL WARMING
The climate for these few days is "wow" warm to the max. All these things are been brought by the humans, we have no one to blame, we have to do something if we wish to live longer and also our descendants. Please don't be selfish and do your part right now. Start by conserve electricity at your home.

Pee Bastard
Recently, there is 1 or more(i assume) bastards pee-ing at the Lifts and Corridors of my block, i suspect is a drunken because the smell is super smelly with those alcohol smell. Looks like patience is running out, going to write a letter to the Town Council soon. If that person is unbearable then i rather he pee at the drain at the void deck or what, rather go into the lift and tahan till cannot tahan and relieve anywhere he want. The frequency is quite high, maybe he got the habit to do it in the lift.

JAVA tutorial
Attending Edmund's lesson, using Eclipse(a Java IDE) to develop program, today's lesson is about integrating XML into Java, was lost in the midst but some nerds in our class have no problem handling it guess their foundation is build during the first 2 years. But i am glad at least Jie yinK is with me because her Java is quite zai, so going to continues to ask for her help.

2008-04-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

Computers and Workstations are surrounding me. At 1 of the lab in NYP, 4 hrs straight then to home sweet home. Recently, the word called "lazy" is acting up. A brief and random post it shall be.

Firstly, start of the school, 2nd week. Into different classes, having different modules, learning different software from different lecturers. But bottomline, to pass all modules and get my ass out of Poly.

Watched this movie called"Forbidden Kingdom" story based on chinese myths background. Starring by 2Js Jackie and Jet Li. There is many negative critics about this movie, but i felt that i truly enjoyed watching and is also the most important thing because even if the critics is really negative and truly to the rock bottom but i like it and debbie like it too...LOL

Someone asked me this qn but i do not know who was it because is quite long ago. The qn is "If you were to choose your gender for your next life, what will you choose?" My answer at first was female because girls are more favourable and more advantage over guys in terms of many stuff eg. finding work, earn more money than guys. But i choose to be a guy because apart from having mens every month or (if do not have mens, then you will be the first to freak out and start to think whether you pregnant anot.) Because guys value friendship and through some stages, band of brother was formed, and i love the protective role by the guy although hardly got the chance to "reject" ppl but is still enjoyable when guys go out to chase after girls(don't you agree?) ps. not saying all girls, do not have their circle of girlfriends.

I started this blog at school's lab ytd and i am posting it on friday morning. Got to head to school now...4 hrs of break, FishCake! lah

2008-04-16T06:23:00.001-07:00

I guess i am too tired or too lazy to blog after the Redang trip, for pics of our trip and the splendid view of the beach and the sea-water look almost like PH value of 7, which means clear till you feel like drinking BUT after you taste it, you will feel like drinking plain water with 2 tea-spoon of salt in it. please visit Denise's blog over at my friends list at the panel. She upload tons of pics and to appreciate her trouble of uploading so please view there. LOL...

Got a Class BBQ hosted by Our Personal Mentor Wayne Kan, but i did not turned up, sorry to everyone because i know you all miss me when i did not turned up. Some reasons holding me plus the geographic there is kind of not convenience to travel.

When first day of school, suddenly i felt lost because everyone is heading seperate ways, and into a lecture hall and lab only myself facing the monitor or listening to lecturer, guess this kind of situation is not going to change to the end of this semester. Adapting*

Holy! Mother God of Mary, please help me to sail through this 3rd year of my studies, appeal for networking failed and get into Programming (Java). My weakness of all but i trying my best to listen and also try to study because there is nobody there to help. haha...at times when being alone, can you have the motivation to push yourself and you might not know what holds for you in the future.

I love fixing the Jigsaw Puzzles with Debbie, recently hop into this trend for both of us. Is not a latest new stuff that just emerged into the market but is an old and tradition stuff, for what i feel but it simply hook both of us in. We started from a small one, 300 pieces and completed within few hours and now we are trying to complete a 1000 pieces Jigsaw. The sense of satisfaction and accomplishment is way beyond description and most importantly is the moments spend together.

2008-04-01T22:33:00.000-07:00

Interesting trend i suppose, after i came back from SengKang, debbie's home. I took a bus 142 into my house, i saw this girl shld be 16-17 years old, i saw her a few times living in Potong Pasir. Guess what, i saw she using L.V bag wth! She must be rich because she lived in Potong Pasir Richest area, there is this area of HDB flats is 2 storey per unit, so i assume she must be rich.
Anyway, this is not i wanted to post about other people being rich. The times have changed...during my days, playing outdoor with friends, playground is the "base" having a Game Boy is almost having a PSP or NDS. In secondary sch life, having a Nike or Adidas bag is something equal having a Crumpler* is it spell this way? Maybe different people go for different goals and stuff, i am not surprise 6 years down the road, i can see secondary school student using LV as school bags? Haha...towards the material way of life.

All the best for my bro Kit, he is going to Brunei this thur for his training, which is part of OCS. Happy playing your brunei's mud and sand.

Rushing my work, gonna earn some cash.

2008-04-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

Hi, blogger.com, long time no blog loh. Been working at home, do the data entry/customer service. Consider quite a slack job but challenging because you never know who you will be dealing with today or tomorrow. Kinda of happening this few weeks, having tobby 21st bday celebration at changi loyang there. Those chalet is hell of a big and suitable for whole family, what i mean whole family is can house about 30 ppl or more? is quite common for us because the place there is really for you to shout and make noise till the morning with nobody to give a damn to therefore is a favourite to us because my frens are all a bunch of noisy maker.
As usual, drink liquor, makan, chilling, heart to heart talk, mahjong-ing and talk cock is not a rare sight. that night was a not very high night because the bday boy tobby was drunk and become merlion but not by us. Haha...therefore we still like haven play the fullest and we will feel shiok after we KO him.

Oh yeah..Sunday will be the departure day for redang trip, and not only i want to be close to the nature and blue water i also want to relax there as much as possible b4 i come back and back to Singapore. Guys, who want me to bring back the sand back can let me know. LOLx...

Some NYP stuff, I asked Wayne our Personal Mentor to help me appeal to go into Cnet but till now haven got any news from him. I never hope he can really help me thru therefore to reduce the disappointment.

Relationship aspect: build up a better relationship with the Mum of debbie, more interaction and bonding as to compare from the first few sessions. And also meet up her father side of relative, woot...i must say is not an easy feat but nevertheless i still sail thru smoothly. Good job ryan.

2008-03-09T08:05:00.000-07:00

I am been Con-ed by 2 OCS cadets at Dbl O, some funny stuff happened, is been a long time since i club. Main reason that we choose Dbl O and also the fun peeps are the cheap drinks there. Drank 1 Teq pop/shot, 2 shots of "something", 1 black devil - super gross, imagine the hacks sweet which is the black in colour in liquid form and u drink it.

Went to old airport road with sw, i must say the food there is splendid and also dun misunderstand not ALL of the food there is nice. 1 example is the stingray stall facing the road is super sucky. I ate a lot of Stingray these few weeks, i not scare of eating and eating again but i scare of the Stingray is not nice.

Cycle back and while waiting for debbie to come my house eat the Chicken Riceball from my hometown Malacca, Andy call me say that Denise wrote about our issue at her blog and she block me from msn, no wonder cant find her online -.=" the whole day. Just when i wanted to talk to her thru msn she already block me. That issue happened few days ago, i must admit i am real pissed that day, but now ok liao after so many days, i want to solve this case asap coz i dun wish to dampen on the mood towards redang trip and also the mates's feeling.

I am glad, at least blogging serves some of its main purpose to let other ppl know how he/she feels toward some tough issues by ranting. After reading denise's blog, first thing comes in mind is so this is how she feels huh.

Haha..hope she taking this issue seriously with a chilling attitude afterall having a fren is always better than having a foe. I am grateful for her due to 2 things, friendship and debbie which is my gf now, I love her and i have my flaws and who does not have flaws? Yah i have some feedback that my tone is kinda of harsh whenever i am agitated or irritated, thanks for letting me know, yah i can take jokes but not too far like Da Vincent but he also have his limit too. My endurance level that night is super low, due to some factors, so i will give u a sian and black face but cant you see my face is turning? yah you wanna spike me and have fun create a joke but if we have a switch over roles, would you be still smiling and be happy?

Of coz i am not unhappy over fully on this issue, i just want to have some appreciation and respect from you. You shld know jolly well how i treat you, intro you job and being my friend and a GF recommend personnel, despite the fact i have some financial burdens but i still treat you some because i know your purse is tight, did i demand you to do the same to me?

c'mon chilling no worries.. of coz blogging is not the best solution, so if we have a chance to talk face to face, i wish to clear things up and also be like we used to be because i don't want ppl around us be unhappy and awkward and also our friendship.

Dota, Maple and Work later over the night...
cheerz

2008-03-06T10:43:00.000-08:00

As Redang trip closing near, have been camping at home and do some data entry and hopefully earn some quick bucks to get her some stuff. Ytd came upon some responsibility which i had from my job, i am grateful that Mr benson(GM) gave me some duties other than my usual duties. Because he is going to be away for 1 week to Europe for holiday and i cover some of his customer service duties, got my company email, thx for the trust i shall do my best. I always say go find job earn money, but i am going for experience and also my networking in the working society and most importantly learn valuable knowledge from him.

How do i get to know him? He is my elective part-time lecturer teaching the module about "how to be a entrepreneur" Anyway i am out of isurf but not officially, and denise took over my work there. As usual go be a FOC mentor over there without getting any pay or what.

I thinking of getting a Ifone, saw and use it today is superb and the inteface is cool.

Tml is Andy's bday celebration...wish him all the best in terms of study and other stuff.

Went for a meet up after Andy's work and denise and later and my baby to have some coffee. And went home heng got last bus if not money gonna wasted on cabs.

Sorry for some ranting...
As a outsider, can u fully judge a couple whether they love and care for each other? I don't think so because you are not inside the picture. Many of times, humans tend to forget that area of scope, meaning if u are an outsider and if u see that the bf is talking in a harsh/rude tone u will straight away jump into the conclusion and determine that the bf is not showing love/care/politeness to the another party. But there is always many factors contribute to the reason, please do not jump to conclusion so soon and also teaches other ppl to be a better lover? Most importantly do u have the right to do that?

I am bloody pissed off and that person if reading my blog and shall know who i am talking about if have any enquiry can come and talk to me, I am that kind if u show and treat me respect, i will return the favour and treat u double better, if u fucking disregard my presence and treat me in this kind of manner which u think is right, i can only say sorry next time don't expect anything from me. If you dun appreciate what i did to you, and is taking for granted, sorry too...I am not your dad who gives you money and did things which is rightfully.
Don't push me too far, and please if you think you are right and absolutely right, i can have a talking session with you AND FUCKING talk some sense into your nutshell.

2008-03-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

This vid i saw from shushan's blog, found it interesting therefore i put it in my blog.
This is about the Edison's Scandal ..

2008-03-01T22:44:00.000-08:00

Imagine .... I am tone up and look "beachy" lying on the sandy beach and have a sip of my icy beer with my baby by my side, suntan-ing till the sunset.

Alright dream over, i shall train my body again and look good so as to match the beach of Redang and also keep myself fit for the upcoming fitness test.

Looking forward...for holiday and release of myself.

2008-03-01T17:48:00.000-08:00

Exams over finally.. this is what everyone wanted and also hunting for jobs. Right now i am still hunting jobs although i got a "kinda of" interesting job which is some data entry can do at home and earn quick bucks job. Have to earn more because redang trip is coming.

Oh yah..went to NATAS fair with andy and denise, to enquire and also finally booked the tixs. The peeps who are going will be me, debbie, denise, zi xuan, andy, da vincent. This trip initially is meant to be a so-called farewell trip for everyone coz everyone is channel to different elective study therefore i really wish everyone will be there, haha but i alrdy noe is kinda of impossible tats why i even wanted to go alone with debbie to the extent not for farewell but personal interest but nevertherless..things not gonna turn sour even if the whole class is not there. $216 per pax for redang trip, include 2 way bus trip, 2 way ferry boat trip, accomodation, 2 breakfast, lunch and dinner and also 3 snorkling session.

date will be 6 april.. looking forward and excited over it.

Have our hong kong dim sum at Geylang, ordered hell lots of food i thnk denise shld have pics abt those drooling dim sum.

2008-02-24T06:12:00.000-08:00

Working at Isurf now, I hope will be the last day of my working or maybe next week. Just talk to Auntie(boss) she wan me to work 2 days during my holiday but cant possible ask me to work 2 days out of 1 week coz i gonna chiong work and save for my redang trip. Right now still on pending...she somehow cant find ppl and i dun wish to add on any burden also..but more money is pulling me.

Hmm..Baby and me decided to get a Nintendo Wii soon maybe during march? Because Wii is super fun and interactive..

Went to my mouse sis there, play her PS3 and Wii with Full HD TV si bei shiok siah .. she song tio siah at home can play.

PS3 and Wii

Yuling(sis) and kiat

Next is me and my baby...love our shirt siah

I love her but i know she love me more...the words will be appreciate and cherish.

ps I love you

2008-02-15T11:24:00.000-08:00

Messenger reborn

Went for supper with sw using bicycle at Kovan there. Ate Teochew porridge and after that cycle to Hougang and head back. Overall, is fun and is been a long time since i cycle, the fever is now on. I miss those days cycle with the buddies, towards hell gate and accidents are remembered by heart till now. And miss those @#$%^!@# words when going up a slope and enjoyed every down slope and through cycling, we learned that we need to go up a slope so that we can enjoy the down slope, some kind of theory. Sorry, to disappoint my baby coz she hope i will surprise her by cycle to SGH find her but because we head the wrong direction therefore kinda of hard to go to SGH. There will always be a next time..

All the best for Kit coz he is heading to Taiwan 3 weeks for OCS training. Gonna ask him how the feeling of fuking tai mei.. Joking. Go watch movie with kit and sw and dinner b4 he fly.

2008-02-14T08:00:00.000-08:00

Happy vday to everyone, singles and attached. Happy vday to my baby, so sad u working on night shift but no worries we still enjoy going to T3 and eat sakae and plus i been seeing you for 3 days straight guess shld be enough to cover.

T3 is a terminal which comprises of beautiful design, and exotic concepts like having a garden in the departure hall, "WOW" will be the word when the lift door opens (from debbie)

Upon seeing T3, promise was made and it shall be a real deal.

Get mentos if eating Sakae Teppanyaki although is value for money in terms of many kinds in 1 set meal. But everything is prepared almost the same way, garlic and butter, turn and turn with the food and served. Try and you will know.

Ubin cycling trip coming soon
Redang malaysia trip coming soon

Everyday is vday and special if i am with you... i shall ask jian an and yu ling for some tips in baking cookies..

2008-02-12T08:33:00.000-08:00

Finally get my hands on blog, busy with CNY, sch work and other stuff. First thing first..Happy CNY to everyone wish everyone can be healthy at all times, because health is wealth..

After CNY will be Valentine's day, hongbao money will be channel to vday gift, fierce but worth it, depending on who u gonna give. Oh yah..the time now is 12:46 am wed liao my baby is knocked out, she is always like this without telling u tat she gonna slp or fall aslp, she will just knocked out without warning but guess it cant be helped coz this is her.

Went out with her and have an early vday celebration with her, my initial plan was foiled by her due to her "draggy" habit but nvm still go as smoothly. I shall not evaluate on this because becoz if i evaluate on it will get her more lectures. Get out from her hse, head to Isurf to get pay cheque and to my surprise, there is no HONG BAO from my boss.. OMG, not i gian their hong bao lah, but i think it shld be there becoz is a practice, $2 bucks also better than nth at least got give mah but haix...nvm guess i 想太多. After tat, i bank in the cheque and heng i at there b4 3.30pm which is their collection time if not i will blag blag blag at her again and say due to she drag and drag at home... LOLX

Went to The Cathay to watch KungFu Dunk with baby (her favourite JayChou)Overall not bad but kinda of short, people who watched this is mostly his fans the story not very great but still win jack neo (although i haven watch jack neo's Ah Long Pte Ltd)

Went to PS The Manhattan FISH MARKET to have our dinner, ate seafood platter for 2 pax

Dun look down on this platter coz me and her cant finish them..

The Soup is nice (2 Thumbs up)

V sign (Qx signature handsign)

After OUR full full dinner, we head to Sentosa Flower 2008 not bad but kinda of small and little for their display but is free so cant blame. Excuse me, we are in SG

Behind us is Roses (red and pink) I think the best over there.

I am affected my the pollen, my allergic nose is suffering there

This is interesting .. Our Zodiac the Rabbits...

Tats all for today folks..

I love you, love to be with you, love to make u smile, content in whatever i do as long as i with you but i don't like to make empty promises ends up having sad and disappointment. You asked me about my ex-s, first ex I love but i duno how to love her, 2nd ex I love but i duno how to cherish and now is you..I want to Love you, Cherish you. I vow to myself and my buddies i gonna be a better bf and a person to my next gf and now which is you. I believe being alive is a learning process, got to learn and improve my life and other ppl's life directly and indirectly. I want to cherish you and shall not leave you, treat you good and love you with actions and not words from the mouth. Not for guilt but for love..so dun worry. Only time can prove my love for you and no worries no matter what i will only make you cry not for sadness but joy, cry not for hurt but touching moments.

We are reaching 3 mths soon, like we have known each other more than 3 yr but somehow time is slow.. but when you look back, actually time flies flies.

I glad to know you debbie and also most importantly my family and friends. Family without doubt will be your last defence and be there for you no matter what therefore, blood is always thicker than water. Friends are there to shoot you, rub salt into ur wound because their theory is when you kenna rub salt into wound and it will speeds up the recovery and i agree to a large extent, Thx to you bunch of fuckers.

Alright is time to slp liao.. Happy Valentine's day to everyone.. ENJOY !! and burn pocket together

2008-02-01T06:59:00.000-08:00

I am back after so many days nvr blog..no time and tired to blog, a brief update of me ..

Hmm..The day is friday 1/2/08, a few couple of days will be CNY and expectedly there will be no festive mood and worse friday which is the fifth day will be project submission day for Flash Project.

Finish 2 tests and last one will be at monday 3/feb but the last test shld not be any of the prob.

Everytime gonna go back for Msia will always have this feeling, i will miss someone and also kinda of contradict. I do wish to go back and visit relative and see how they are doing but also on the other side, i miss my baby and cant really give her any free time.. but i hope she understand.

The bottom line is i miss her if i go elsewhere where i am unreachable to her.

Vannesa aka Qing Qing bday celebration at Lunar@ the cannery. First time been there, very China and oriental feeling but overall is kinda of comfortable and interesting place. Live singing by singer from the project superstar.

Lately, hook onto facebook but somehow the fever gone down liao, however the making of babies is kinda of fun. Really have to say facebook is the dominator is not a fake being the top 5th most value internet company.

But i hook on another online game.. is virtual Mahjong, friends who are interested in playing MJ and yet scare of losing ur precious money to another party but yet the fingers are so itchy. No worries, help is here www.viwawa.com Add me my nick is ryan87

Check it out ..

2008-01-20T03:26:00.000-08:00

What the FUCK is happening to me? The pile of assignments, projects and exams is chasing me and will not stop till i fall dead on the floor. School work and fucking have to work is really pushing me to the limit. I admit i will show attitude when i am in a bad mood or sian mood but i guess no choice. You may say i shld learn how to hide my feelings or bear with it, I may wanna say myself is a poor actor, putting on a facade is not my forte. Everytime around this period of time during the semester, assignments and projects seems to be holding hands and give us hell. Haix..i just hope this ends soon..

At least, this post is not all about how i rant about my fucking life and negative stuff, i do have some positive stuff at least for myself.
Got a new Mobile phone to use W960 and also a Canon Ixus 860i digi cam.
Sony do have its good point but i choose a more practical cam rather then focusing at the appearance. It may look style and hip but i am looking for functions and interface which are more friendly to the person who use it. I did tried out both camera b4 i make my decision and i must emphasize please try the product if you got the chance and buy it if u really like it and suits you.

De-stress ...someone save me.

I bought a pack of cirgs to "de-stress" yesterday. I know is an excuse to do that but there are no choices for me to de-stress when u alrdy dun feel like working due to school work, not enough sleep for daily routine and 2 days of working during weekends with 12 hrs full straight looking at the computer with nobody to talk but a bunch of nasty customers...

Sometimes guys are much likely like the girls because girls always say eg." Don't need send me home lah, too late liao." but actually in their heart they wanted to. This is what i call the "mouth and the buttock cannot match" lolx..me and buddies interpretation. So guys sometimes are not much different from the girls also cannot match the buttock, just i was thinking she not gonna come back for me but yet she came back, lucky with no disappointment. So i ask her "why do you come back?" "you shld go back dun need wait for me" but the heart want her to wait lolx..contradicting huh.

Humans are a bunch of funny creatures..
I love you

2008-01-16T01:24:00.000-08:00

Both of us are leaping our feet towards the ECP and after we got our bike from the shop, some rain drop hit my face and i immediately got a very bad feeling. The whole day, was kinda of fun but tiring, cycling in the rain, brave the wind, taking pics at nice background, view ppl playing cable ski, use hand to shield the food, get to bugis street and bugis junction to shop some stuff for us. 2 WORDS for it..Worth it!

Looking forward towards this kind of outing.

2008-01-13T05:15:00.000-08:00

Life getting down when i am struck at Isurf facing the com for neary half a day? I work 12 hrs straight and 1 day is 24 hrs so is a half day gone..Travel time thru and flow is abt 2hrs and 15 min. Reach home rest plus bath and wash up is abt 1 hr...so is there enough time for me to gather my sleep for another day ? Hmm..been doing for so many mths yet i am kicking a fuss out of it. Lolx.. Hmm..anyway me and the boss reach a compromise and which is i work 1 day a week starting from next month which i intend to quit by next month..

I got some wish list for this year and will try to save and that word is try.

Sony Cybershot T2 digi cam damage about $600+
A Full HDTV damage about $3k +
A shirt for CNY abt $50
A Pants for CNY abt $50
A snow cap or newpaper cap must buy $20 bucks

Gonna save money for a redang trip with baby..during the month of april. Going to slog till i get enough money to go trip with her.. and also it will be a class outing trip, with 2nd degree friend and not 3rd degree...

I hope to finish my assignments and project asap...i will have less time for you during this period of time, hope u understand and sorry..Love you

2008-01-11T23:44:00.000-08:00

Bear with me my post is gonna be long..

Been MIA kinda of long, blogging is a tiring chores to me as u need to think abt what u gonna type and cannot be too boring. I am super tired for the passed 2 weeks, i not sure whether isit my slp is not enough or too stress?

I got into IWSS(Integrated Web Solution System) in layman term, is Programming, language like java, c++, VB will be throw at my face, Holy shit and worse need to study for open source like Linux and come out with programs using tat. I must admit i am not cut out for programmer and i just wish to get out of poly life tats all.

Next, I am bothered whether i should sign on to army anot, ask for their sponsorship towards my sch fees and their allowance, seriously i am tempted by the 1k allowance per month by doing nth u get 1k. However, i still need to consider alot of factors b4 i make this decision. Buddies in the army ask me not to sign on due to their "no life" and "no freedom" in there. they suggest to me, ask me to go NS and try BMT first then see wanna sign anot. Parents ask me to check and research first b4 doing that.
I think i am longer bothered by the sign on thing because i got a chat with Lionel just now who is a NS army personnel and he sign on also. I asked about his view and realize that sign on meaning cutting urself out of the world, remove u from freedom but u are damn rich at the end of the day. LOlx Give me alot of money but deprive me from having more time with my family and debbie is a torture man...

Next, I going to quit my job at Isurf next month because CNY is coming and Sch Exam are behind CNY so close till they are fuking each other. Every year is like this, there are no festive mood due to this, damn poly. I do not wish to continue due to i have no time to commit myself as projects and exams are waiting for me might as well end the misery.

Hmm..after next month, officially jobless and no Sign on activity meaning i will be back to a super duper broke guy, bear with me debbie...things might have change but my love to u will not change.

We talk about her ex ytd, the issue was he still got sms her abt once a week and ask her to go attend his POP ceremony all this but debbie reply is not free and also no. Cast away my personal feeling and i feel that although break up can still be friend but at least he must know whether he still got feeling for her or really is pure friend, the ans only he himself know. Although i am not afraid that debbie will go back to him or what because i dun regard him as a threat because i am way too good compare to him *pardon my arrogant claims* only debbie she know herself lolx. I think he will still carry that "hope" maybe he still got chance or have a place in her heart, my way of doing and belief is having a clear cut always cause the minimum damage because i got a living example, that is why i am concerned about this issue. The line need to be drawn clear and stand firm...will be my understatement.

Guess too many days nvr blog tats why kinda of long...

2007-12-25T02:57:00.000-08:00

Total strength of cranky ppl 18 ppl(include johnson family and tobby mother and aunt

xmas 2007 come to an end, happening, fun and laughter filled up the house. This year they buy a spinning game with shot glass attached at the side. Basically the game is simple, turn to who then kenna but somehow at the later part the spinning is no longer active or rather as a stand to contain the alcohols. As usual killer is bombay, black label and chivas is smooth to the throat.

Neat and Neat...shag, i have a bunch of friends which i refer them as terrorist.

below the end, the cups shag*

Ah tham shag liao behind*

Lastly, Our favourite Xchange of Gifts between each other.

All the best for my bros, no matter go into which unit. OCS or Sispec We are still brothers. Lastly thx baby for taking care of me when i am high but not drunk state. LOLx MErry Xmas to everyone and a HAPPY NEW YR

2007-12-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

A few hrs later, shall be a gathering of the buddies with new-comers. Happy moments anticipated. hmm...it shall be a formal introduction of my gf to my buddies...i just hope everything sail through smoothly huh? i reckon it shall be a busy night for me coz i have to be one of the bouncers to bounce ppl like ja and kit when they get drunk, emo-ing away. Shag...HAHA.

working week = money week = shaggy week for me. But is worth it, end of the day the money comes with great purpose. Shall leave a share for pampering her and pampering myself also. and lastly some part for saving. I am planning to go redang island with her on year 2008 so for now need to save liao, can save how much save how much, imagine i wearing a surf pants half naked lying on the beach with her drinking "sex on the beach" beside me. I love the water which is the most important part, clear to the max makes u think if Singapore is surround with this kind of water, we will not be that troubled over msia going to sell the water anot. It looks clean and clear till u might think is drinkable.

Oh yah..It shall be a class trip so i will be asking coursemates to tag along, because our class is a failure? i consider failure due to our lack of bonding session outside school. Compared to other classes which i heard from them, they went out often and movie all sort of activities. I am wondering shall we do the same? coz i think it shall be a last gathering as in everyone are bound to go seperate when the 1st day of year 3 starts. For ppl they need parents consent form...can go ask from wayne kan BUT not with him tagging along. LOLX.

p.s I not blaming anyone so dun get me wrong.

How i feel right now is "LOVE is in the air" due to her delivery of dinner from her house BUT not cook by her. Is the thoughts tat counts ultimately.

I will not be ard on new year... heading back to msia for wedding dinner again and CHIONG AH ....alcohols. Wish everyone good luck in whatever you all do.

baby..our 1st month, we cannot celebrate but IT DOESN'T MATTER because there will be more months coming and i believe we can last...

2007-12-20T18:50:00.000-08:00

First thing First...congrats my 2 bros go into OCS which is Jian an and Qing Xiang, the fateful twins. HongKong got twins, my area got Twins also. I feel happy for them, although i wanted to "chiong mountain" with them but my time is not up yet so maybe next time i can only tell them i pump this recuit till he cry when they alrdy ORD. LOLx... They are worry and yet happy for their obtainment to OCS, some of the factors like not enough time to book out and meet up, fierce training, higher discipline etc. my view is if given a chance to climb higher, go for it. (Maybe they might want to sign on)
Stress leh...my bunch of buddies all so elite meh, sirS and commando and diver. SMLJ wait i become driver fuking pai seh lah.. LOLx...

at least, i still got a mate which is my baby debbie...
not i want to be mushy or praise her.
When u into a relationship, u get her gift on occasion or often but i think is not the gift that sustain the relationship because even if u are damn rich can afford to buy her gift everyday but she also will sian. What i conclude is, to be able to sustain long relationship other than attention, thoughful and etc... the most important are those little little things that you did, they maybe little but they are the best "weapon?" for this long relationship "battle?" dotz..why army terms come into the picture...anyway can understand can liao.

i Truly appreciated for what u done

Love you

p.s i think why they say i am a lucky guy.

Xmas is coming...C.o.u.n.t.i.n.g D.o.w.n

2007-12-19T09:44:00.000-08:00

Santa is coming to town !!! Merry X'mas and A Happy New Year -=-=- !!

We have to kiss our ass goodbye to 2007 and welcome 2008 soon in maybe just a couple of blinking eyes. My new year resolution will be first and foremost, people around me stay HEALTHY and with health is there, happiness come along agree? Family members stay healthy and bond closer. Friends still remain as close to each other although everyone have their own way of Route. Last but not least, Deb and me shall be as loving after 1 yr, 3 yrs, 5 yrs and till we die.

some extras :
Qx get a gf which can settled him once and for all.
Ja get a gf that treat him well but not hurt him during the process.
Toad stay long with yan hopefully be the first to get marry.
Sw get a real gf and stop hurting the innocent.
Kit love for him and stop harrasing the bros
Ys love is blind for him forever
Brandon also get some love that will eat meat.

to all my coursemates: graduate together and stay close despite 3rd yr is coming, need to make a choice in specialisation but no matter what things not gonna change.

I now got a new belief which is although this phrase is kinda of old but i think is still the best to portray and represent in relationship. "Actions speak louder than words." Old but true..After being with her, realized that we human cannot rewind back to the past and our life still keep playing. I myself know last time i am kinda of F up and make alot of mistakes in relationship and everything other stuff but we still have to move on, in order not to make the same mistakes again i have to use actions to prove it that i changed. I think i can talk quite well for ppl who knows me, know that therefore i think i shall use more actions over talking and prove it that i am different this time round.

Baby hope you will love that xmas gift i gave to you...
Hope 2008 is a pleasant year for everyone including me with no natural disasters AND save the earth DO your part

2007-12-15T18:10:00.000-08:00

Holiday after common test, wanted to get myself a job but kinda of lethargic to move the ass.

But is great having deb ard to accompany me plus a few of my buddies POP means they "graduate" from tekong army camp to come out and chillx.

Yesterday is a memorable day for me and her.

She came to my house and we going to cook ourselves a splendid dinner but it turn out to be a "fine" dinner. She came at the noon and we went to Toa Payoh buy the ingredients and some snacks. Our food is spag, i know is not that hard to make that but it can really put we 2 these noobshits a hell out of time. But is fun

House nearly got into fire..hmm..some super funny incident. We bought some garlic bread to eat along with our spag. So i put it in the microwave, i put 5 min which i estimate but i guess i am wrong after i smell some burnt smell, the first 2 min it smell nice, coming out from the wave. But 4 min plus i smell this burnt smell and immediately my mother, deb and me sense something wrong. I quickly stop by pressing the button and open the wave.
I can only say WOW, becoz i saw smoke and the smoke is yellowish lah...LOLx, si bei zai siah.

After that went to PS meet up with deb's friend which she call him "son" then the "son" call her "mother" -.= 4 person total the "son" got gf so means is deb's daughter-in-law LOLx...kinda of weird siah. After some chit-chat session, i found out i do not really click with them coz they are the channel5 gang while i am a channel8 gang with english subtitles and they talk abt some topics which i cant blend in. I know she is in difficult position but at least she know i tried.

And After that went to brandon house to chillx, Sing Karaoke and play Mahjong. The Karaoke is zai 3k plus to get the whole system inside your house although at times neighbour will complain and police will come knock at your door but it is super cool man.

Send her home at abt 2 plus, cabby thru and flow 20 bucks gone. plus these few days i oso resort to cab her home so is abt 50 plus liao for few days on the cab..i feel is kinda of waste to spend on cab, i rather use that 50 to get her some clothes and accessories. Hmm..No more late night programs unless ton till next morning.

Sometimes...

There is a cctv at my workplace to monitor the staff's behaviour and also the store.
I simply cant take it soon becoz the feeling of being watched suck at hell. Their cctv is monitor 24/7 and what u do right now they at their home can see clearly, is really fuk.

appreciated..for what u done for me. thx

2007-12-09T17:14:00.000-08:00

First paper coming fast and shall hit us at 10/12/07 1400, Database Implementation System.
I can foresee i cant score well due to laziness and slacking mindset but dun think i will fail this module so no worries.

Second paper tailgating close which is 11/12/07 1200, Rapid Application Development(c++ lang)
This is the most fear paper i think hopefully can pass.

Sweet of her to come to my house to accompany me study(my mother around) busy doing the marketplace stuff. Last quarter, I think i save yc and wm asses but i dun regret helping yc but ahemz.. anyway glad they finally see rainbow after the rain. As for us, we managed to get 50% of our total market shares and dominate in all 3 aspects, definitely not an easy victory, as usual not the winning or losing which is important but the process and process and still the process that really excite me at the end of the day. Fun game..

Watched Golden Compass at AMK hub on Sat. SW and JA thx for the free tixs. HAHA..brothers the best man, if got drink need help i will always be there.
Nice movie, Nice graphic, Nice Acting, Nice CG especially...(Balloon ship)

p.s sw paiseh u be the light bulb inside Cathay cinema

Hmm...the snail story which i said in previous post? I yesterday sent her home, raining for the whole day snails all move out to the human pavement and i accidentally stepped and crushed one snail. I heard a crack-ed sound and the next moment i know, that little guy is already face flat on the earth. Guilt*

This wed shall be a busy night..
Thanks bros and thanks you

2007-12-07T10:01:00.000-08:00

Operation meet the mama is a consider a successful one.

Despite the fact, surprise and many obstacles appeared but i somehow smoke through all of them.
Initially, the plan was having dinner with debbie's family which is total of 4 pax then b4 reaching her hse, there is a slight change of plan which is her 1 aunt will join us. So when her hse door is open i saw another kid so total is 6 pax liao plus the 1 aunt.
After that, her mother and aunt say go to Hougang eat coz got ANOTHER 2 aunts there. So no choice tag along total strength is 9 ppl coz got 1 more kid is with the 2 aunts (After discount)
Eat finish go walk saw the mother's brother* uncle with his kid another 2 more to the total strength.

Eleven is the amount of ppl i met today and is also the key word and i managed to "Winning-Eleven"

SO in summary first day of meet-the-parent session change to meet-the-relatives session.
But overall, my performance review is quite good, Interaction and bonding is make, eye contact is given.

Sniper, 1 shot 1 kill ..once and for all. so next time session i assume shld be a easy mission.

Out of this love topic first and change to some bro logic story.
This few days, raining and storm makes the snails walk out of their habital to the human world. Saw a few snails at her house downstair there makes me thought of a "logic" by Jae/Jian an

There was a time, JA, QX and me walking from serangoon to potong pasir after a supper with yuling as we walking we saw 2 snails quite near each other and 1 of it is with the shell and another one unfortunately another one got "CRUSH-ed" Suddenly, JA said is very sad and traumatic to see own friend CRUSH-ed and u still walk super slow cant immediately turn or walk away (Meaning snail movement too slow, had to open eyes big big see your friend die infront of you)
It somehow make some sense, kinda of sad.

Friendship is important so dun ever betray or do things that friends leave you and u really gonna open eyes big big see they turn their back on you, is sad.

Quote and reference by Lay Jian An, Garang boy. Good Luck btw..