I am been caught up at a junction today..between $$ and freedom, 100 and 1 full day to play, rest and do work. Actually, this public holiday is going to K with SY and Jasmine but full booked and change to movie but last min they cmi and change to "A outing with bear to IT fair." haha..bear is a guy for u guys info. If i work tml $100 will be in my pocket after 1 week, truly caught up at the junction but somehow i feel give and take in some situations therefore tml i shall enjoy the company of frens and roam the streets and look at babes or smoke.
Oh yah.. i nvr smoke for 2 weeks but somehow i "bam" 1 pack Reds..due to the previous post..I just want to smoke 2-3 sticks and relax the mind but as u all know they nvr sell 5 sticks and 10 sticks kind..if buy is straight away 20 sticks...Somehow i try not to be addicted because i damn regret after buying that pack. Mostly mind rule over most things but regarding emotion stuff we shall let the heart do the job..therefore i will be quite looking forward meeting her.. past shall be the past and as a gentleman i shld not be escaping and faced it bravely, somehow i think i am numb at this moment. "Would you say that you only be the one to take my breath away.."