Hmm..end of the month liao..meaning pay coming soon. Monthly shopping list is out..this month shall be a tight one...because earn less mah. My shopping list oso not say confirm want to buy but is in mind lah.
1. Pull and Bear's shirt 1 piece
2. A watch(fossil or adidas) *on pending
3. A Zen stone plus's accesories *Unexpected loot
4. A mouse*A advice to everyone, never get product that made in china because quality suck especially cheap stuff from there i can 90% say it won last long.
5. A gatsby rubber maybe orange or purple this time *using green now

other source:
-Might be sharing weight gainer with ys if got share means 60 gone.
-Pump $50 bucks to my sister because she buying a musical instrument for $650 and me and my mum pump her -.=" contribute abit to family.

So far only like this..shall see what to buy also have to save some shit, because i going to be jobless soon OMG...no more easy money to earn liao. Kinda of sad lah..because shop closing soon and tat period is my holiday period lah..at least be glad because going to hunt new job.
Now i damn scare of Electronic Communication's common test need to score high marks if not i will be repeating that module, FUCK lah...

Hmm..Working as usual but gonna close down soon so meaning i gonna be jobless soon just nice the holiday starts so a start of new job and awaiting to meet more ppl. Projects den Common Test den Exam. haix.. duno what to blog also.. but got something to share lah.. i saw 2 upskirt at my work place -.=" LOL not i want to watch one loh..is bu xiao xin. they stick their ass at the glass panel loh and wear till so short..free show siah. LOL...

I encounter a interesting "poem" so decided to share

sex is a sin? by Allison A. Porter
sex is a sin

kissing is a shame boys have all the fun while girls get the blame
one night of pleasure, 9 months of pain,3 days in the hospital with a baby to name
boys say you cute boys say you fine but when they have your baby's they say it 'aint mine
you might think I'm crazy but take my advice don't be a mother before you be a wife

Haha..dint expect it actually quite rhyme.

Lazy to update blog because these few weeks is project submission or other deadlines.
Too many school work occupy my mind, hardly got the time to think about girls or dota or whatever. Hmm..i think should be a way to move forward.. really do hope i can move forward and future stuff let the so-called god to decide.

Hmm..I seriously need to chiong school work because i got my Java common test is a F siah...wah super wake up call. Deleted my WC3 and shall give up dota for a moment and concentrate if i still slack i think i can kiss gd bye to my coursemates and repeat module and disappoint my mom. My cousin came out from m'sia to visit my family and i but i must say she choose a wrong time to visit, because it falls on my project submission week which i am busy but somehow at least bring her to sentosa last tue and after that shopping at vivo, tiring experience man..guess i am not a guy or bf that will accompany girls to shop and what they do? just do nth and wait for them.
Tml thur got EC test and today i started my revision with andy at AMK mac which situated near the library, ambience and environment is good because it somehow quite poser. WHY? because they cut some trees and build at the park but with HDB flats across the street trying to let customers to feel they are somewhere at AMAZON rainforest eating mac burgers and fries with the same time breathe the fresh air and listen to the song of nature so as to attract more customers. Guess they have succeeded in doing that and a nice attempt also. For a urban area pop out of somewhere to chillx and i must admit i like tat place.

Suddenly so many friends gone missing lolx..2 of my friends went into the NS camp liao, sw went into pasir ris commando camp and kit went to tekong. Dino going to work in casino in Star Cruise and would not be coming back so often...Haha...We have a so-called farewell dinner at taka with dino,qx,ys,yh and FF. LOL...and after that wait for cherryn and went to dino house at sembawang for a "Swimming session". Saw wendy at sun plaza with her bf, i think she is the most chio in their group liao LOL. The players are qx dino and dino's bro de gf and lastly me the god of gambler.
First rd, i only win and other 3 players lose but after 2nd rd i change place and caused my feng shui change and manage to win abit nia in the end, kinda of sad because i making 4-5 tai and they win by 1 tai nia..really is dulanz and dulanz lolx but anyway is all about being happy can liao, win or lose not that important.
We play till 530am really is smlj siah.. and chiong cab at 6 with qx and since i win den he pump cab.
Reached home jitao is go brush teeth and wash face den knocked out at the living room de floor den slp till 1015 wake up go bath all this because 1130 work.
And the aftermath of the swimming, i am suffering now at work lolx.

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Just came back from zouk, Kinda of special experience, got babes to grind and drink till high and also some violence content. Must be wondering why i came back from zouk why dun go slp straight away instead go blog because i need to rest and my ear got those aftermath sound maybe because the sound system too powerful LOL...
Everything is fine and got a free entry, make me feel like ladies in ladies's nite get free entry LOL...because due to a friend's friend connection den can drag us in. LOL... Drank a graveyard and 1 lambo, jitao high siah partly due to i very shag and tired thats why very ez high, high also mean good things at least i can engage better in battlefield. Only manage to grind grind abit... some physical contact and got a fight also.. LOL...sry i gonna be a racist due to a chocolate nearly got into a fight, packed and pushing is unavoidable therefore be prepared to go into wed's ladies nite and the choc play physical with me till he buay tahan den kp me.. lolx wtf lah... haix..choc no brain.
ps. not being racist and sry if offended.

Went chinatown to sing K with the class, total plus me is 12 person. quite enjoying...$10 dollars coz free flow of drinks, tibits and soup to drink. super cheap. After K, take pics at the road and with the background in chinatown feels like tourist. After that went for dinner at tat place which i am quite familier with and immediately memories rises which caused a turmoil in my heart but somehow i still put on a smile face to bring it over.
Reached home talk to her on msn, this time is heart to heart talk and after talking to her, wound open again haix.. i really wish that she can return to my side and i promise i will change for no one but you. Love is the petrol tat keeps me moving if not i feel tat is no colour.

Love you
-ryan

My friend said, Blogging is for ppl who feels sad and blogging is somewhere they put their thoughts and fully make full use of the cyber space to rant. I FULLY AGREE.. But i want to add 1 more thing which is lonely will make u blog too ..just wat i was doing right now, post 2 times in a day. Hmm..Somehow, i just dun feel like working but for the sake of Money-sama, no choice have to.. at the end of the day when see the money somehow gives me a feeling that feels quite comfortable.
Trying to broaden my social circle liao...On progress

I weigh myself and currently is 62 kg. My desire goal now will be 70kg. Hard to gain weight siah, dunno why so many girls keep saying they fat and so ez to gain fats but at least for me i dun. Hmm...already decided to take weight gainer since JA wan to pump me half and i return him slowly. 70 i am coming...training in progress.
Sometimes, i feel i did lots of mistakes and bad deed in the past by looking back, feel so bad but somehow time just cant reverse that maybe the case everyone was talking, having guilt for your rest of your life. God and Ghost which i dun believe totally but bad karma and good karma i believe. Haha...
I think i shall go and promote my blog or wat...so more babes and ppl will come.. LOL

What a weekdays.. with the CS presentation and some quiz but somehow ended. Watched transformer.. super power packed..CG graphic is zai, funny and actors are professional and good. Hope to watch it again..as i said b4 .. with the right sound system all this really can bring u to the organsm peak. LOL..abit kua zhang. For the past 2 weeks, i have been training my fitness and strives to improve so to have a better toning shape of body, because firstly of coz is to build up confidence and look nice, be able to let girls say "wow u are hot" this kind but for me, i still have a reason because you once said i am thin and at u somehow dun feel so secure being with me.. but does not really matter at this point of time.

Monday watched "Transformer" after school straight away head to AMK hub's new cathay cinema there. The jubilee there de eng wah can gd game liao, and their promotion is $5 dollars lolx..Hmm...now for the crtics for tat movie.
I personally love that show because from young, guys like robot cartoon and girls like barbie doll. The graphic and the robot modelling is awesome. Super action packed, dint give me any chance to really breathe plus action mix with comedy so is worth it.
For ppl who watched the movie alrdy sure say the graphic and the action is good etc, but i personally feel that the movie is promoting or show off that the US military's strength haha...to show to other country if they want to pit against the US means gameover.
And lastly, some movies really need to spend tat few bucks to go cinema to savour the effects and sound system because house or computer monitor cant give you that. Unless your house got those super zai sound system and HD LCD tv den i nth to say lolx.

without getting sick, u will never know the good of being healthy

Ever since before that chalet, i keep thinking about her. Haix...why now suddenly thought of her and make myself quite emo and lonely. If time can reverse back, i will treat u 10 times better why in love either u happy or u sad. super down siah my life, i need love need someone to care about. The only way make myself to forget is to get myself occupy with stuff. How?









I still love you