I am been caught up at a junction today..between $$ and freedom, 100 and 1 full day to play, rest and do work. Actually, this public holiday is going to K with SY and Jasmine but full booked and change to movie but last min they cmi and change to "A outing with bear to IT fair." haha..bear is a guy for u guys info. If i work tml $100 will be in my pocket after 1 week, truly caught up at the junction but somehow i feel give and take in some situations therefore tml i shall enjoy the company of frens and roam the streets and look at babes or smoke.
Oh yah.. i nvr smoke for 2 weeks but somehow i "bam" 1 pack Reds..due to the previous post..I just want to smoke 2-3 sticks and relax the mind but as u all know they nvr sell 5 sticks and 10 sticks kind..if buy is straight away 20 sticks...Somehow i try not to be addicted because i damn regret after buying that pack. Mostly mind rule over most things but regarding emotion stuff we shall let the heart do the job..therefore i will be quite looking forward meeting her.. past shall be the past and as a gentleman i shld not be escaping and faced it bravely, somehow i think i am numb at this moment. "Would you say that you only be the one to take my breath away.."

Went to make a specs with transition lens..a totally new specs with new frame and lens..altogether is hw much? $130 only..man is cheap lah, i felt cheated by my neighbourhood specs shop, everytime i make is $150-$160 without transition lens somemore, because the whole potong pasir estate only they 1 specs shop and they make use of it and monopoly the whole specs price. LOL...i can get a pair of contacts lens at $12 and i get there at $15 so i don't think i will not give them any business again.
This morning i got a shock..suddenly she msn me say meet up pass her some stuff, after reading tt i stoned awhile...i am somehow scare to see her but i somehow agree to meet her and shall buy her a dinner to somehow make up to her...although a dinner may not be enough but tis is the best i can do.

I think this qn is kinda of popular among us...i remember last time ppl will ask me. When u first look at a girl, where would u look at first? a few options will be 1) Eyes 2) Boobs 3) Legs. Last time i do not know how to ans but now i think i somehow know what is my ans. I will look at eyes first...because i believe eye contact is the most impt thing. However, after the first look, i look at eyes den i want to look where oso can liao mah..especially a girl with strong assets. The eyes of majority guys they got this in-born talent which is the eyes will auto-pilot to the boobs all this, i admit i will auto-pilot oso lah..but will not look too obvious and too much oso. My perpective is being myself with nothing to hide and be truthful to myself and to my frens..therefore i hardly hide my true colour but sometimes situation involved i have to hide too...What kind of tea u prefer? short, cute type? tall, cute type? short, sporty type? tall, sporty type? short, elegant gentle type? tall, elegant gentle type? my views of short is same height with my shoulder consider short and above consider tall. LOL Basically...i go for girls with special "aura" hard to evalute on this aura thing. put on simple lay-man terms will be they attract ppl using aura and confidence. Gd lucks to all couples hope they do last...coz the feeling of parting is nvr painless..

I am ready for U..Great Singapore Sales but i am oso waiting for u(Pay) LOL...i drew up some of the items in my shopping lists which includes a new Specs(Transition lens), a Slip in bag for Laptop, a Belt, a sandals, 2 shirts and 1 GB of M2 micro sony memory card. So far only this...Suddenly feel, i am free and easy in terms of $$ i only spend on my own last time is spend on gf all tis but not always though but still pocket is tighter at those time but i feel is worth it. Somehow i feel life shld have a partner but right now i dun think i need any but wat if fate really let u met 1 girl, i duno wat i will do den. I recently go into the Myheritage.com do the face resemble thingy...i put 2 pics liao really is bae yong jun sia.. LOL..i think i shall spend some money on surgery and look like him and be "Teacher Milk Killer"

This week is a killer week with tests, quiz and assignments to hand in, feel like singing Britney's you driving me crazy. But somehow i got some ways to enjoy myself despite the tough week. Went singing ytd with Shao ying and Jasmine, thx to tis 2 babes i am enjoying myself K-ing with them. Cheap and nice so i would sure bring frens go there and enjoy the cheap K there. Singing duets with girls indeed different from singing with a guy. LOL...just somehow find it weird to put feeling into singing, u all noe wat i am saying lah. hmmm...just find something interesting on the net and decided to put for fun..din noe i look like Bae-YongJun siah. LOL...looks like i gonna go shock some aunties and rich tai-tai.
Wish qx 20 happy bday...watched Pirates 3 with him, sw and dz, i can only say 2007 is full of blockbuster movies, especially at the month of May. Spidey3, Pirates 3, Shrek 3, Fantastic 4 and Transformer, looking forward...

Fanstastic 4 Rise of the Silver Surfer.

Transformer, Both movie i got to watch.

Todae i got a very severe headache in the morning when i at my shop, lucky the shop gt panadol which i take 2 and rest awhile, luckily those 2 pills saved me if not i can die here without ppl come to rescue. LOL...This coming week is a killer week because suddenly there are lots of reports to hand in and i blur blur still wondering how to do..guess no slacking of shit.

Some updates for the past 1 week..Normally for office, "white collar" staff their off day mostly will be weekends or mayb Sunday only and some retail staff they no choice den off on weekdays. My off day is on tue because weekdays monday - friday is my study period, weekends is working day therefore tue to me is of utmost important day. But the last tue i am struck with flu, fever etc those stupid illness make me MIA for 2 days and right now still on recovering mode cant really go to anywhere to play. Luckily i nvr die or wat..but just grow thinner guess that will be no choice, sianed because i train my physical all gone siah..guess is been reduce back to sq one. Some of the Movies of the year must watch, Spiderman3(Out), Pirates3, Shrek3, Fantastic4: Rise of the Silver Surfer and Transformer. so far only got these..I sure watch but watch with who will be my concern LOLx...hopefully can watch with some babes. I miss the feeling of tackling girls again..but i fear the feeling of being together but not for the reason that i have a failed relationship but is i dun wish to start another circle, start from zero, because i go for serious relationship and not play play.
I believe in Karma although my parents is taoism, while myself is not pure free-thinker. What you do reflects on urself and by doing bad deeds, bad karma come back to you. All in a circle therefore, every sat flag day i will donate so far haven siam them but if they dun come to me i normally will not donate la. haha...
do more gd deeds

Heart is empty, no longer feel any pain. When walking home alone listening to my Hp after work somehow feel lonely. My weekends is been devour by work, there is only 1 motivation which is the money. Today, I went out of orchard tower(OT) during work and across the street to Wheelock Place's BurgerKing to get my lunch, normally i would eat at OT coz lazy to walk so far and eat plus need to tend the shop. However this time i heck and chiong to BK, feel so shiok becoz i hardly get to see afternoon of orchard and the babes becoz i work 1130am till 1130pm come to work no babes awake yet when going home oso very little babes for me to see see feel so down. LOL..
I feel like getting myself a Girl-Friend that allows me to hug when i sad, let me entertain when walking ease boredom but with no strings attached and is gonna be hard to get. Looks like i need to try and check it out but hor $$ need to spend sianed...if can tackle girl without having to spend a single cent and the girl treat and treat, wah it would be great, for the guys dun u agree?
There is a saying "Power does corrupt, and absolute power corrupts absolutely" I would change it to money, with money nowadays we can do almost everything, for guys can go keep mistress for girls can ask "ducks" to accompany. For my case, i gt my pay feel like smoking guess tats call addicted. Fuk Jian,Sw,Kit for wed zouk and fuk Dz, Qx, Jian, Sw and Kit for fri that pub becoz i go there will smoke ...LOLx opps.
I wonder will i blind or get eyes illness? Tv say every 1 hr of looking at the monitor screen rest 15 min look at other things from far, but i look at the monitor screen for more den 10 hrs (of coz not continous) nowadays feel eyes are tired easily, give and take.

This week is a fun and kinda of $$ involved week, wed zouk ladies nite and fri pub-ing at club anchorage. The most enjoyable is still at anchorage becoz can drink, pool and sing. Read an article abt nite life, dun see SG little red dot actually is world's 2nd best in nite life. I think most likely becoz countries like SG, Msia and Thailand have very gd nite life to be exact and they operates till quite late. Have a drive at nite on Fri and Sat at Boat Quay u can observe lots of pubs becoz many SG ppl is too stress up in life and tis is 1 of the way they let out after work and some is for sch. Sing songs certainly brings back memories becoz if u go K and sing and listen to song is totally diff, when we sing K we will look at the lyrics and sing, some songs their meaning reflects to love and all those sad sad stuff sometime will fit well into ur memories. Therefore ytd i sing so well with FEEL LOL...
Another issue which is the headline of SG news nowadays, Christopher Lee is going to jail for Hit and Run car accident. He is a Idol in Mediacorp, A famous and doing quite well in his career Idol.
First of all, my view is he knocked into someone and 1,2,3 ZAO, this is bad and wrong so shld get his well-deserved punishment. He is a public figure, AMK ppl noe him, Pasir Ris ppl noe him, Msia ppl noe him...I read the article and read about something saying public blames him or wat, not showing a gd role model like doing a small mistake will become a huge mistake becoz he is a Somebody. No choice under the camera everything is been magnified. But a Idol is still a human afterall, mistakes bound to make and so ppl of SG support him rather den KP him.

Tue is my off day becoz the rest of the days either study go sch or go work whole day. Hmmm...received my pay somehow gives me some motivation although my weekends are gone for the sake of money. Realize money is very impt, although i am nt those ppl will use money to judge ppl or look upon money as god however, in tis era we are in it seems money is unreplaceable. Therefore i am busy working, earning and oso try not to neglect my studies coz studies will lead me to more $. why i care so much for $ mayb becoz i feel she left me partly coz i am a broke dog....anyway i jus need some attention from frens and hopefully Girl-friends haha...den i won think so much on the past. I really hope i can be in my parent's era becoz money is nt that much to emphasize love is more to couple not now coz everyone is talking abt money and for those couple tot they are together for love now, it may nt be the case when a person step into the society and work. I saw 2 examples liao 1 is me another 1 is my fren.
haha enough for my nag.
Going for a MJ session later till 6 den sch at 8 power packed...why i say i wan to go for studies and still go for a late night MJ session till 6 when my sch starts at 8am, contradicting right? perhaps i jus need something to chillx and enjoy for a moment get some life...entertainment is a must in our daily life.

What is Marketing? You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and say,"I am very rich. Marry me!" "That's Direct Marketing"
You're at a party with a bunch of friends and see a gorgeous girl.One of your friends goes up to her and pointing at you says,He's very rich. Marry him." "That's Advertising."
You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and get her telephone number.The next day you call and say, "Hi, I'm very rich. Marry me." "That's Telemarketing."
You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.You get up and straighten your tie; you walk up to her and pour her a drink.You open the door for her,pick up her bag after she drops it, offer her a ride, and then say,"By the way, I'm very rich "Will you marry me?"
"That's Public Relations." You're at a party and see a gorgeous girl.She walks up to you and says, "You are very rich, I want to marry you." "That's Brand Recognition." You see a gorgeous girl at a party.You go up to her and say,"I'm rich. Marry me"She gives you a nice hard slap on your face.
"That's Customer Feedback."

Made in Japan A Japanese man was in a hurry to go to the KLIA airport, so he took a Proton taxi. The taxi driver took his sweet time driving within the speed limit but the Jap was getting impatient.
The following is their conversation on the way to the airport. A Toyota Camry overtook t he taxi.....zoom.... Jap: Look ...look ...Toyota!! ...very fast!!!.... made in Japan! Proton...no good.... made in Malaysia .
Driver: yah.... After a few minutes a Nissan overtook the taxi....zoom. Jap: look.... look.... Nissan!!!..... very good!! very fast! made in Japan! Proton.... no good.... made in Malaysia
Driver: yah....yah... After a few minutes a Honda overtook the taxi...zooom. ! Jap: look.... look... Honda!!.... very GOOD!!....very fast!!....made in Japan! Proton...no good...made in Malaysia Driver: yah...yah...yah....!
Arriving at the airport,the Jap is about to pay the taxi driver. Jap: How much? Driver: RM150/- Jap: Oh... very expensive..... you overcharge ! ! Driver: Noooo .... look .... look .... Sony meter!!....very good!!.... very fast!.... Made in Japan!

Firstly, thx for ytd sw's treat for movie, he treat 2nd time liao. Watched spidey3 with sw at bishan despite the movie's opening is on tue, ytd which is a friday everywhere still consider quite packed and for bishan the listing only shows spidey3 from here we can see how much ppl wan to see spidey. LOL...Lots of kids watching oso with their parents, there are meaning in it actually whoever as a human will have darkness in their heart no matter wat. Peter Parker been ditched by MJ at 1 part of the movie and after that Our friendly neighbourhood spidey gone bonkers and become totally a changed guy(sry for tat abit spoiler) I think i suffers the same as Peter, this tells us people do changed over time and environment. When watching with sw somehow some feelings come back, i am supposed to watch with you if we are still 2gether, we been talking since its trailer comes out. There won be another chance in the future. Anyway still need to thx for that treat from sw.
Right now my concentration will be studies, getting some motivation after knowing my assignment's result. and meanwhile play while i can, my pay will be coming out next week and my fellow buddies lets rock some babes at Zouk and smoke while we can over there becoz when July comes the place will be restrict for smoking? Anyway just chiong lah...fling will be my middle name from now on