After a few days of resting, somehow my wound is recovering. Thx for the care and concern by denise and nat. really feel better after talking to both of u all. Sometimes when u are down, talking to somebody is the best way and watch tv or wat. (tts for me) lolx...guess i gonna unpack my feelings and get on.
Back to my single life, freedom exchange with company.
concentrate on studies will be my goal now

Went to work as per normal..but tis time i feel so soul-less while waiting for bus. While walking towards my workplace from the orchard station, light a stick and smoke and if i can smoke away my sorrows den it would be gd. People often use liquor, ciragette or even drugs to numb themselves another word is for running away although some may say this is a foolish act but sometimes u still cant grab a hold on urself.
My life journey had a setback. Love is never easy, Love is hard to forget, Love is the most painful weapon is the world. I just hope i can get pull myself up and go out of tat circle as soon as possible. However, i wish to savage tis relationship and how can i get pull myself up? Guess sometimes wait will be the most correct solution. 1yr 5 mths had not been easy for both of us i guess. Language issue, money issue, freedom issue, culture issue, ego issue, mother issue, jesus issue and time management issue which caused the last straw to break the camel's back. A couple in a relationship, there will never be the case who is right who is wrong becoz A normal couple, 1 male and 1 female both of them comes from different background thats is why everyone keep saying 1 comes from venus 1 comes from mars. nevertheless i will do some soul-searching for myself oso.
I think i need to remove my facade of strong personality for once more and be myself when i drink liquor becoz for me i will throw out everything for my buddies they noe best might not solve the problem but at least i can be myself.
Your image and our memories will always embed on my heart and right now i will work hard towards some goals and you never noe someday i gonna make big, comes back for u and shut ur mother's mouth once and for all.

smoke finish tat pack jian gave me ytd..tis morning some urge to ask friends for some sticks, but end up did not go ahead and ask becoz i keep "forcing myself" becoz if i go ask that stick in the future i will not hesitate to ask for ciragette.
I realize Civic Moral Education is a very important Subject.
I dislikes rude people, when i saw educated people doing stuff that is rude let me thought of scolding them. Because i feel is irony sometimes, basic interpersonal skill is a must have in our life.
I dislikes inconsiderate people, eg. the toilet bowl nvr flush or passengers in the bus nvr move to them back etc. Sometimes, when early in the morning at 7-8am working class and students taking public transport but sometimes very weird..some inconsiderate ppl will not move to the back as if got ghost behind the bus must let the driver KP den will move, for wat siah, if tio KP spoilt ur whole day mood rite. Haix..sometimes was thinking Singaporean citizens abt 99% all have education but some of them dun show they are educated, i feel education is not abt academic resuls all tis but EQ oso. No point let u study till PHD but u are a Bastard/Bitch.

Virginia Tech Massacre somehow reflect the unjust of this society world, right now everyone blame that korean guy but actually is he been leftout by the sch and his classmates, can u really blame him for doing that? Killing is a wrong of coz thats for sure becoz some ppl is innocent and killing does not solve the prob. If his lecturer and classmates show him some help or care i dun think he will be the lead actor of this killing movie. Haiz...so wat is education exactly about?

It somehow caught my attention..The msn virus, lame shit "do u wanna see my photo album" The whole story begins, there is a 1 fine day..Suddenly my msn pop out opposite is a girl, suddenly ask me wan to view her photo album? I tot wat and the girl is quite gd looking den wan to send me and share her photo, at first i tot quite a gd deal to share her album but i felt suspicious as a IT students...Virus caught in my mind, 24KB for a album? for a pic oso hard to have 24KB so i nvr click save and i ask her u kenna virus ar..she nvr reply basket but heck oso...but the most irritating shit is the virus keep prompt out and ask me wan to see her album all those crap..become so Fooking irritating...LOL even is zhang ziyi nude pics i oso dun wan to see liao.
Next time those hackers wan to put virus pls dun be lame wat 24 KB...if put 24 MB den i think alot ppl will tio.

Jus created a playlist..getting into the western RnB world
Nice and funk. suddenly wanted to talk abt my life from young..LOL..mayb post on next entry

First wk of sch going to end..Wk 2 starting, Yr2 somehow is different from Yr1..So far Yr1 sem1 - sem 2, hardly got assignment at wk 1 den hand up on wk 2.. lolx, cant even slack for wk 1. Comm skill 2 and C math 2 start the race first..by giving some assignments due wk2 and wk 3 respectively.
Recently, smoke abit more..Jian went redang bought me a pack of reds and i accepted it, return some sticks to my coursemates and the rest i smoke but nt hardcore oso abt 1 day avg 2 sticks. hmmm...friends and classmates ask me nt to smoke so much, i noe and oso the advice they gave went inside my ears but i think i won addicted becoz i tell myself wan to smoke in SG better think twice becoz so ex. I always smoke msia ciragette LOL...but i nvr purposely went in and get a pack jus for the sake of smoking oso. I smoke due to mostly relationship and money but i noe is an excuse but i still have to use this excuse to smoke it.. LOL
I feel tis sem there are quite a number of "gd" lecturers to teach my class, very strict and demanding perhaps i can only be tamed by this kind of lecturers, tell myself gonna work harder and improve as much as i can becoz suddenly i feel even if u graduate from poly and get a diploma does not mean u are a Big Fuk in the industry world and if u can tell someone ur GPA is 3.5 and above or wat i think might increase ur chances of being employed, no more playing a fool..HAHA hope i can really stay focus and attentive for the rest of my poly life

sch starts...feel shiok becoz can see everyone and the fresh yr1 ppl...If u see a bunch of grp chatting happily den most likely is yr 1 students lolx...Hmmm...First day, i pull a prank on my coursemates, say i repeat a module den timetable all not same den cant be with the class...Haha..but first lesson is Math2 den the list got my name.. if nt can make the prank more real..feel gd when u can c those same faces again, Lonely is not my favourite word
Saw the Shooter with ber...damn shiok and nice lah...action packed another rambo show but is on a sniper platform while rambo is a commando...hmmm...both are awesome coz their killing is different 1 is brute way another is silent way to kill ur foes..The lead actor is coolx with damn nice body and the actress kate hot body with her huge boobs...but boobs and girl is nt the focus of the show but their actions.
if i have to fight 1on1 with either a commando or a sniper i would not choose sniper becoz u nvr noe how u die..

Some teasing: (Updated)

A man went to the doctor and said - "Doctor, whenever I fart there's no smell". The doctor asked he man if he could do one there and then, which the man did, very loudly. The doctor sniffed a few times, said - "Yes, I think I know what the problem is", went out of the surgery for a moment and came back with a very long stick with a hook on the end. The man became very frightened and asked - "Doctor, what are you going to do with that thing?", to which the doctor replied - "I'm going to open the window - you've got something wrong with your nose!".

Q: If I squash a red bean and a green bean, what kind of bean will I get? A: Soya bean, cos "shou ya" (use hand to compress) bean.

Q: A bird was flying half-way from Russia to USA when there is a thunderstorm. The bird was not striked but still die. Why? A: Cos it used one of its wings and pat on its chest and said "heng ah, bo tio lightning", and fell to its death. .

Q: 2 birds sitting on a tree branch, a goat was eating grass below the tree. A hunter came by, saw the goat and shot it. The female bird said something to the male bird and get raped. What did the female bird told the male bird? A:"xia mian yang si le" (in chinese means "below" v.itchy)

Two families move from Afghanistan to America. When they arrive, the fathers make each other a bet: In a year's time, whichever family has become more American will win. A year later when they meet again, the first guy says, “Today I had a McDonalds breakfast, bought a case of Budweiser, and I'm about to pick my son up from football practice in my brand-new SUV. How about you?” The second guy says, “Fuck off, terrorist.”

Which building in orchard is the most cleanest and tidy?
ans: Lucky plaza. Why? becoz Filipino and Indonesians maids always hang there so they will clean up due to their "career ill-ness"

Glass cup and Coffee cup cross the road at the same time, but when someone shouted "Look out, got car coming!" In the next moment, glass cup kenna bang by car and coffee cup manage to escape the accident. Why coffee cup nvr end up kenna bang by car?
ans: Becoz coffee cup got ears "the handle"

Three guys: a Canadian, Osama bin Laden, and Uncle Sam are out walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a genie pops out of it."I will give each of you each one wish. That's three wishes total," says the genie. The Canadian says, "I'm a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada." With a blink of the genie's eye, *POOF* the land in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. Bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan, so that no infidels, Jews, or Americans can come into our precious state."Again, with a blink of the genie's eye, *POOF* there was a huge wall around Afghanistan. "Uncle Sam" (A former civil engineer), asks, "I'm very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 15,000 feet high, 500 feet thick, and completely surrounds the country; nothing can get in or out - it's virtually impenetrable." Uncle Sam says, "Fill it with water."

Hmmm...let me post a few more pics for my tioman trip. We lived in a chalet, cosy, clean, comfortable and situated at the front row with clear sea view.

Day 1..i puke after boarding the speed boat den after that go check in and rest abt 30 min den we off to explore we go to another village by walking so need to do some jungle/mountain trekking. No choice if nt u take small speed boat is 70 Rm leh..so at first we tot is easy feet to trekking..but we are proven wrong when we finish our trekking..we walk for abt 1hr 30 min i think, up and down...climb rocks all tis..feeder to the mosquito. During the trekking we reach a beach there is hardly a soul there. if u bring girl go there...she can shout till she die i think oso nobody there. but the bitch is clean lah.. coz partly hardly nobody there mah. (PS* show u all some white chicks and how coolx i am)

Those trekking route only can allow 1 person walk at a time..sometimes is so slippery can slip and fall to ur death kind. Shall post more pics on another time...

Now den i noe can blog using hindi language..not i am racist lah just that i feel is amazing lah..cater to the different grps of language. Went to buy books, i am late by 15 min due to a "Jam" todae alot of schools have their sports day held. Some stadiums book by them are toa payoh and yck stadium. I am damn pissed by the parents...i actually won late but due to them i am late for 15 min why becoz the stadium is situated on the way to interchange, duno is i suay or wat..the sports day ended and many parents wanted to fetch them, they won went inside the carpark provided and jus by the roadside waiting for their kids to board..KNN if treat ur kid like gem den let them stay at home lah..the seconday school kids duno how to go home themselves meh den if wan to pick up kids at least go inside the carpark la.. jam 2 lanes out of 3 lanes...
Oh yah the school is Singapore Chinese Girls School those mother and father is rich bitches and bastards won let their kid get independent i think if the school is neighbourhood school, the students mostly take bus home themselves which i recalled from my secondary school life.

School starts another 3 more days...haix sucked

After coming back from Tioman..from a king to a peasant. Tioman is a island situated at the south-china sea, need to take a bus to mersing den change to a boat den can reach there. With beautiful bitches(beaches) clean sea water, friendly ppl and their liquor and ciragette is Fuking cheap. (In case u duno where is Tioman)

Tioman Trip
Sunday 8Apr we met each other at Golden mile complex at beach road at 6am but bus start to leave at 630. Going by the woodlands checkpoint... The bus is a 40 seater kind, 4 seats in a row


kind compare to normally those 3 seats on 1 row is better coz suspension. why i say 3 seats kind suspension is better and 4 seats in a row dun is becoz the road to the mersing is like "qiu ming shan" initial D the road course* up down left right.. and the uncle is like takumi loh, damn fast leh he drive ok den i gt abit dizzy, shake and shake due to the bad suspension of the bus, gt the feel to puke liao but nvr den pit stop for 15 min, i bought a ciragette pack and tot by smoking 2 sticks can dizzy abit den easy to slp but it become worse -.=" 3-4 hrs of ride there consider quite fast..reached there the jetty there still have to wait for the boat for 1hr 30 min den we decided to eat abit for lunch at the nearby malay stall, food there not bad, self service kind, eat how much take how much.
stoned face

We while waiting take some pics at the jetty waiting hall, saw some babes..but all got bf -.="
i mean we can at least see some babes not tackle, but there are quite a few ang mohs. Finally, the speed-boat come and we board, the boat is air-con free boat, blast u with aircon and is indoor kind, the boat is fast and the wave is rough make it like viking ship den plus jus nw the bus trip all tis i really cmi liao den puke 1 time. Heng they gt provide plastic bags and wanted to puke 2 times one lolx... journey on boat is 1hr 45 min. My fren say my face is pale, white looking, I am like wtf.

But i survive the boat and finally reached tioman, when i alight and saw the water, we are so happy as if we are in paradise, the water is u cant find in singapore one. clear and light blue.
i remember i scold " WTF, why i have to puke and feel sick den can reach this beautiful place?"

Actually too many things to write...i oso dun feel like typing but if u wan me to tell u personally, i will...so i post some nice pics ba.






That height i jump down is abt 1 storey i think...feeling is shiok when u jump down and smash those fishes lolx...i shall post more pics on another post...

Stoned is my middle name, shag is my pet name. ytd chalet at changi village at the most east side of singapore where SIA and airport is just walkable distance.

Drank liquor(Bombay dry gin and Chivas) All time favourite for me is chivas and the all time dislike drink will be bombay. Played some games and nead bombay and after my 3-4 cups i puke immediately due to the strong smell and the dryness and
ps. and not due to i drunk or wat
as usual all my curry chicken and beehoon come out. LOLx...after that go home at abt 11 and reached serangoon abt 12 and when wanted to go home, i realized i left my keys at the chalet...OMGodess...bo bian cab back pay 18 bucks..ever since chyn hui* 3 years ago incidents..although pain but oso no choice..haix

But went back actually oso gd becoz still got chivas left, 3 bastards include me we chiong that chivas with bowl and not cup, why becoz wan to act ancient. nvr finish it only half becoz we will chilling talking play some games but nvr keep chionging the chivas like wat we did when we are still immature drinkers. Somehow is quite a wonderful, fun plus pain chalet.
I slp at 4 plus at 2 sofa those wooden last time kind. and merge it and slp..wah i damn xin ku becoz i found out actually i am quite tall and legs are long...cramp like hell in side the merger 2-sofa and end up neck, back and knee cap all aching... Want me to slp very small space can but dun ask me slp a small space dun even can accommodate my legs and length. After waking up at 9 rush to home and get changed and rush to work...haix..life gonna be a rough one todae.

I am damn bored stare at the computer for the whole day more den 10hrs of staring till i now headache..Haix...Life sux here. I came across something...U noe rite last time the photohunt machine, very popular rite. Lots of ppl play and some zai, some not and some think they zai..but i think the most difficult pic to find difference on it will be a picture off all the army boy. Why difficult? becoz all botak, mostly the army kia wear specs nowadays and all dark like indian so can u imagine they take a photo 2gether abt 30 ppl can u spot the difference? LOL...damn hard lah, i try to spot my fren from abt 30 army kia in a pic...i only can surrender.

Today my millionaire question for the day:
Should u forsake love to be with friends or forsake friends for love or both?

Watched Mr.bean the holiday..got a liking for spanish.
LOL..here is some words i will used in the future or speak.

Spanish English
1) gracias Thank you
2) te quiero/te amo I love You
3) manana Good morning
4) adios Good Bye
5) afligido Sorry


just setup some links to facililate bloggers who visit my blog( nothing to do) Haha..Wish yen chuan a happy bday, although my bday falls on september BUT HOR ...pain leh becoz got 6 ppl falls on september oso. The Sexes(sixes) are myself, zi xuan, yink, wan hui, nana and T.K...fierce september lolx...but to the rest which nt in the zone of september they more pain lah...lolx

Things to do b4 sch starts :
cut/trim hair, get myself a pair shoes, get myself a bag AND if still can i will get myself a 3/4 pants

After a few days of rest..working again tts y can giv new post.

Hmm...This month is my crisis, i hope any gods can save me from the crisis. Left abt 4 more days to my tioman trip. Hoping quite alot becoz this trip might destress me abit..sch starting abt 12 more days...in a way is gd becoz i will have something to do, crack some brainshell and think.

I believe when u are super broke and on survival mode, everyday is like few bucks on ur wallet all tis, u will somehow put on ur thinking cap to try to earn some money even it is wrong. Although is wrong but i feel when nobody is looking after u and u are faced with money, temptation a rises, u will somehow goes the wrong way. But no worry...money is the root of everything but money is still the key to everything.