What the FUCK is happening to me? The pile of assignments, projects and exams is chasing me and will not stop till i fall dead on the floor. School work and fucking have to work is really pushing me to the limit. I admit i will show attitude when i am in a bad mood or sian mood but i guess no choice. You may say i shld learn how to hide my feelings or bear with it, I may wanna say myself is a poor actor, putting on a facade is not my forte. Everytime around this period of time during the semester, assignments and projects seems to be holding hands and give us hell. Haix..i just hope this ends soon..

At least, this post is not all about how i rant about my fucking life and negative stuff, i do have some positive stuff at least for myself.
Got a new Mobile phone to use W960 and also a Canon Ixus 860i digi cam.
Sony do have its good point but i choose a more practical cam rather then focusing at the appearance. It may look style and hip but i am looking for functions and interface which are more friendly to the person who use it. I did tried out both camera b4 i make my decision and i must emphasize please try the product if you got the chance and buy it if u really like it and suits you.

De-stress ...someone save me.

I bought a pack of cirgs to "de-stress" yesterday. I know is an excuse to do that but there are no choices for me to de-stress when u alrdy dun feel like working due to school work, not enough sleep for daily routine and 2 days of working during weekends with 12 hrs full straight looking at the computer with nobody to talk but a bunch of nasty customers...

Sometimes guys are much likely like the girls because girls always say eg." Don't need send me home lah, too late liao." but actually in their heart they wanted to. This is what i call the "mouth and the buttock cannot match" lolx..me and buddies interpretation. So guys sometimes are not much different from the girls also cannot match the buttock, just i was thinking she not gonna come back for me but yet she came back, lucky with no disappointment. So i ask her "why do you come back?" "you shld go back dun need wait for me" but the heart want her to wait lolx..contradicting huh.

Humans are a bunch of funny creatures..
I love you

Both of us are leaping our feet towards the ECP and after we got our bike from the shop, some rain drop hit my face and i immediately got a very bad feeling. The whole day, was kinda of fun but tiring, cycling in the rain, brave the wind, taking pics at nice background, view ppl playing cable ski, use hand to shield the food, get to bugis street and bugis junction to shop some stuff for us. 2 WORDS for it..Worth it!

Looking forward towards this kind of outing.

Life getting down when i am struck at Isurf facing the com for neary half a day? I work 12 hrs straight and 1 day is 24 hrs so is a half day gone..Travel time thru and flow is abt 2hrs and 15 min. Reach home rest plus bath and wash up is abt 1 hr...so is there enough time for me to gather my sleep for another day ? Hmm..been doing for so many mths yet i am kicking a fuss out of it. Lolx.. Hmm..anyway me and the boss reach a compromise and which is i work 1 day a week starting from next month which i intend to quit by next month..

I got some wish list for this year and will try to save and that word is try.

• Sony Cybershot T2 digi cam damage about $600+
• A Full HDTV damage about $3k +
• A shirt for CNY abt $50
• A Pants for CNY abt $50
• A snow cap or newpaper cap must buy $20 bucks

Gonna save money for a redang trip with baby..during the month of april. Going to slog till i get enough money to go trip with her.. and also it will be a class outing trip, with 2nd degree friend and not 3rd degree...

I hope to finish my assignments and project asap...i will have less time for you during this period of time, hope u understand and sorry..Love you

Bear with me my post is gonna be long..

Been MIA kinda of long, blogging is a tiring chores to me as u need to think abt what u gonna type and cannot be too boring. I am super tired for the passed 2 weeks, i not sure whether isit my slp is not enough or too stress?

I got into IWSS(Integrated Web Solution System) in layman term, is Programming, language like java, c++, VB will be throw at my face, Holy shit and worse need to study for open source like Linux and come out with programs using tat. I must admit i am not cut out for programmer and i just wish to get out of poly life tats all.

Next, I am bothered whether i should sign on to army anot, ask for their sponsorship towards my sch fees and their allowance, seriously i am tempted by the 1k allowance per month by doing nth u get 1k. However, i still need to consider alot of factors b4 i make this decision. Buddies in the army ask me not to sign on due to their "no life" and "no freedom" in there. they suggest to me, ask me to go NS and try BMT first then see wanna sign anot. Parents ask me to check and research first b4 doing that.
I think i am longer bothered by the sign on thing because i got a chat with Lionel just now who is a NS army personnel and he sign on also. I asked about his view and realize that sign on meaning cutting urself out of the world, remove u from freedom but u are damn rich at the end of the day. LOlx Give me alot of money but deprive me from having more time with my family and debbie is a torture man...

Next, I going to quit my job at Isurf next month because CNY is coming and Sch Exam are behind CNY so close till they are fuking each other. Every year is like this, there are no festive mood due to this, damn poly. I do not wish to continue due to i have no time to commit myself as projects and exams are waiting for me might as well end the misery.

Hmm..after next month, officially jobless and no Sign on activity meaning i will be back to a super duper broke guy, bear with me debbie...things might have change but my love to u will not change.

We talk about her ex ytd, the issue was he still got sms her abt once a week and ask her to go attend his POP ceremony all this but debbie reply is not free and also no. Cast away my personal feeling and i feel that although break up can still be friend but at least he must know whether he still got feeling for her or really is pure friend, the ans only he himself know. Although i am not afraid that debbie will go back to him or what because i dun regard him as a threat because i am way too good compare to him *pardon my arrogant claims* only debbie she know herself lolx. I think he will still carry that "hope" maybe he still got chance or have a place in her heart, my way of doing and belief is having a clear cut always cause the minimum damage because i got a living example, that is why i am concerned about this issue. The line need to be drawn clear and stand firm...will be my understatement.

Guess too many days nvr blog tats why kinda of long...